LeavEs of yEsterDays...

kalau da mendak..

2011-02-27T13:27:00.002+08:00

hey people!
if u are still following me on blogspot,
sorry for not updating it fr months!
coz.. im no longer into blogger...
more to fb, twitter and tumblr nwadays
hahaha

blog da mcm mendak uh.. haha
but to those who are still following..
thank you for following.. hehe

so wells... what has been up lately?
i wld say pretty much..heh!
lets update from the previous entry shall we?

NOVEMBER
- WORK and WORK and WORK
- went crazy over work coz of some stuffs

DECEMBER
- bf's bro wedding that i had to attend.. first time met his family.. it was kinda nerve wrecking..eventhough his parents didn't talk to me since they were busy with the guests... (selamat! haha!) and! we wore the same color! frustrating much! haha
- WORK AGAIN! and im exhausted by the mid coz of class deco and all to prepare fr the upcoming year
- went for holiday to KL but it wasn't worthwhile coz i was sick like mad! so not satisfying..haiz
- didnt meet BF that much this mth too cz he's busy and so am i... didnt have that luxury of time.. haiz.. such a struggle bt we pulled through.. alhamdulilah.. :D

JANUARY
- start of new semester for wheelock college
- 6 intensive weeks again.. but i guess this is much better since we already knew hw to handle the workload and all... more individual than grp work.. alhmadulilah! easier for me to handle..
- it took a toll on me and i couldn't take it anm.. it was too hard for me i guess... but alhamdulilah, i managed to pull it through once again... :D
- now.. hoping for the better.. insya'allah
- managed to meet up with mar and bakar and lisa! yayness! and finally, someone said "copying" was an old thing! HAH! akhirnya!!! :P

February
- had CNY performances and i am glad that i was able to master the steps just that during the performance at CC, i didnt knw what happened and i did the wrong thing.. HAHA.. oh wells
- went out with BF the whole day and spend it at CSI exhibition.. it was great fun spending time with him!
- had my one week break from the intensive weeks and all i did was chillax and went out w nurfa!
- got some things cleared and syukur alhamdulilah.. i think i have found my answers.. but maybe its just too soon to say it yet... i shall wait for more to see if i really have found my answers..insya'allah.. :)
- had a new tutee this mth.. seems okay.. and i had some problems with one of them during the past few mths.. feels like giving up.. haiz..
- aft one week break is over.. nw, its the start of 8 weeks! having stats and action research.. hoping for a better results this sem.. insya'allah... :)

AS FOR TODAY, HAPPY 10TH MONTHSARRY MY DEAR BABY!!

i knw u are not reading my blog.. but anyhoos.. im glad that u're in my life and i'm in yours..:D bersyukur kepadaNya atas kehadiran mu dalam hidup i :D

it's been... 3 mths!!!!

2010-11-11T20:54:00.002+08:00

hello there!!
its been so long since i last updated my blog
3 mths!
hell yeah!!!
hahaha...

dont feel like updating..
so i did not update..
so far... life has been great
ups and downs definitely...
but im enjoying what im having nw..
i'll highlight the highlights of each mth alright...
and perhaps some stuffs that i want to share.. heh! :D

AUGUST
- involved in national day performance at marine terrace... had to dance and i freaking enjoyed myself despite the rainy weather.. hee
- during my sem break, went for batam trip.. to unwind myself frm the hectic schedule of wheelock college
- it was puasa all the way
- things went bad when it was the forth due to my stubborness.. fr nt wanting to stay at hme eventhough i was damn sick...
- made raya cookies and gave it out to some of my closest friends and bf too... (lucky he liked it! :D.. will try other cookies next yr.. insya'allah)
- raya preparations

SEPTEMBER
- raya!!! nt much visitings to do.. and i dont have the mood to raya... dont knw why... :(
- went to eat at Putri Pan Pacific at JB... at a hotel.. food was nice!!! but nt that much variety.. but the food was simply delicious!! :D
- 30th marked the last day of schl for sem 1!!! i was damn elated...
- went shopping w bf that day and i had awesome fun!!:D

OCTOBER
- the start of busy weekends... almost every weekend.. have performance
- a mth of relaxation and time to catch up w family and friends
- went out w nat yo and qilah.. fun joy and laughter.. missing them alr... :(
- celebrated our fifth mth at sentosa (belated celebration.. but heck..).. had fun.. next time must plan properly... or else.. we'll be sitting and waiting fr time to pass by.. HAHA
- had job interview and i got the job..
- met up w my kecohrables.. aft so long.. haha
- met up w my cousin fr a short catch up...
- celebrated our sixth at ECP... just a chillout session.. hehe :)

NOVEMBER
- say HELLO TO THE WORKING WORLD!!
- the start of my work..
- lepak-ed w fat, lina n wana... pecah perut.. haha
- sports cum graduation for the centre this upcoming saturday, 13th..
- havent been meeting bf fr 2 weeks alr.. and im missing him like crazy...
- more updates to come

So, thats all fr nw..
i lazy upload pictures..
to those who are still readig my blog.. i really appreciate it and im sorry fr the not so regular updates...:)

toodles!

whee~lock

2010-08-16T16:49:00.002+08:00

so well,
"honeymoon week" is over
time to do all those assignments
hahahah
so well, i got nothing much to update on my blog
it's basically half dead
losing interest to blog alr.. hahaha

i miss bf badly.. haiz..

okay.. back on track..
i manage to clean some of my stuffs last weekend
actually ystd la.. hahaha

and and and
i miss my sec schl friends too
bile boleh meet up eh?
susah seh nk meet up
hahaha
hmm

okay
i am practically bored actually eventhough i have things to do
i am not in the mood to do any of the assignments just yet..
hahaha

ok da, aku nk p melalak tgk 1 litre of tears!
ciao!

6 weeks over and the one week break is gg to be over soon too!

2010-08-05T13:58:00.002+08:00

WHOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I survived my 6 intensive weeks!!
yayness!
and im having my break now
but... it's going to be over soon
hahahaha
whatever it is,
i apologise fr nt updating my blog fr quite sometime
as i have been busy with my school work and all
hehehe...

so well,
the past 6 weeks has been an experience indeed
i shall thank my grp mates fr sticking through with me
through the hard times
and i apologise if i ever made u all angry or whatsoever
symposium was a blast
and even though it was a thursday,
it felt like it was the end of the schl term
HAHAHAHAHA
and dramatization on friday
was just superb
i totally enjoyed myself!
wee~!!
kudos to wheelock girls fr making this far..
we can continue to stay strong together...
hehehehehe

well oh well
i am enjoying my life in wheelock
i just dont know why
but despite the heavy work load
all of us are enoying urself, aren't we?
haha

so fr this one week, i have activities after activities
to keep myself busy
when i should be resting instead
but i just cant
i want to go out every single day except fr today
hahahaha

so well,
saturday was a total lepak day fr me
since there was no tarian,
went to grandmum's (the usual saturday routine)
then went to arab street to buy cloth fr raya clothings
loving the kain right nw
i cant wait fr the outcome of it
went back to grandmum's and all I did was to
eat and sleep, watch tv, eat n sleep again
hahahahahaha

sunday was performance day
at Marine Parade CC
we had to be early since we have to be at Ngee Ann Primary by 2
when our performance is only at 6 plus near 7
waiting time is very boring
hahahaha
i enjoyed myself at night
like totally!!
wee~!
fr the first time aft several years,
i am enjoying myself on stage despite some flaws
heheheheh

monday
went out w fat n shiks
initial plan was to accompany shiks to shop
then proceed to henderson
but since me n fat were late
and fat had to go off early,
we spend the time shopping
me, shiks n fat
yes, all of us shopped
instead of shiks only
hahahahahahaha
fun indeed
henderson waves next ok shiks.. hehehe

tuesday
(since many ppl have already knw, i might as well just mention it on my blog)
met bf
and went lepak-ing at clarke quay
love the time spend w him
despite the short hours
hehehehehe
grp of ite guys were damn irritating
it looked like they were stalking us
like.. ape jer -.-
haha

wednesday
was project day
met up with some of my grp mates
to do some brainstorming and some consensus
of what to do fr a module
it was a pretty short meeting
so, went to grandmum's
to visit my lil niece who was sick few days back
played with her
and she's getting more and more clever
alya, aunty miss the time we spend the whole week together
that was fun
hehehehehe

thursday
which is today
i am sitting at hme
doing nothing much
except fr the fact that im facing the comp and do nthg
hence, i decided to update this blog
hehehehe
im lazy to clean up my room
seriously!
hahah

friday
tmr..
will be gg out to meet bf again
hehehehe
need to send some form at wisma indah
then i might b gg fr another round of shopping spree
that if, time permits... hahahaha

saturday
no fixed plan fr nw
either training then to grandmum's
or... sentosa w tarian mates
or grandmum's then send bf off
or just at grandmum's
hahahahahahaha

sunday
OFF TO BATAM~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wee~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sinful indulgence~!!!
yayness!!
family loved!!!
:D :D :D

okay, sorry fr the lengthy post
but thats what is gg on fr nw
especially fr my holiday!! :D
toodles my friend! :D

back to school

2010-06-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

so hello people
i havent been updating my blog religiously
hehehe..
i just dont have the mood to update my blog nowadays
sorry fr the dead blog every now and then
so, some updates

i've started school already
and the amt of work i have to do is overwhelming
plus, its creating a hole in my pocket
and my parents pocket
hahahaha
i NEED money! hahahaha...
does anyone wants to give me money?
i'll be more than happy to accept it without second thoughts
hahahahaha

was eating at makan place on monday
with A02 ppl who got into wheelock
so, its me, qilah, lulu, sarah, nat n yo
we were walking down memory lane
talking about our first few days in poly
when we first entered
and yada yada yada
lvl 6... mafia.. lepaking outside class... all with their own stuffs...
surprise bday moments
outings, class stuffs
hahahahahahaha...
am already missing those days
and especially one of my closest friend in poly.. FAT!
hehe.. many memories made indeed
and im glad qilah n lulu are in the same degree programme as i am
and more than happy that qilah is in the same class as i am
WEEE~~~!!!!!
hahahaha

ok, i guess, thats all fr nw uh
i need to go back to my readings soon
or maybe not!
hahaha.. gotta do some other stuffs.. haiz...
ok la.. till next time ya
and apologies fr nt updating pics
am that lazy.. yes! haha toodles!

its been a while

2010-06-06T20:27:00.002+08:00

hello people!
i know its been a while since i last update my blog
i was just pretty lazy to update nowadays
coz i didnt have the drive to do so..
oh wells
hehehe

last week was nthg much
but this week was kind of awesome
especially the k2 ansar camp
that was kecoh
and the teachers there are friendly and kecoh
hahaha
i had fun
and seeing those kids.. i miss teaching or even caring fr children
esp those at childcare centre...
attachment days were awesome despite the hectic schedules and stuff

and now, im beginning a new chapter in my life
and that is the degree programme
im excited, nervous, anxious and whatever other feelings i have
hahahahah
tmr is writing clinic...
so.. its schl again ppl!
wee~!!
i think my brain has alr rot.. hahahaha

hmm...
guess thats all fr today..
nthg much, really
but some things are just nerve wrecking.. hahaha

HEAVY CONTENT!!!

2010-05-25T18:59:00.009+08:00

whohoo~!

2010-05-25T18:52:00.002+08:00

ok! i knw i havent been updating my blog much
sorry abt that
cz im just too hardworking to do so you know
hahahaha...

so well
I'VE FINALLY GRADUATED!!
and the feeling is just so awesome
got to knw that another friend of mine frm my clique
is going to wheelock!!
YAYness!
took lots of photos
but i did nt manage to take some photos w some of my other friends
it was so kecoh
hahahahaha

all these while
i have been out to celebrate my bday
and my success
plus enjoy my days
hahahahaha
wat more can i ask for
i am enjoying my last mth to the max
coz im starting schl soon
i miss schl, seriously
wait, i miss studying actually!
hahahahaha

and i knw i owe u ppl
pictures updated on this blog
so just b prepared ltr on
coz its gg to b a heavy content
most of it are found on my facebook!
hahaha..
want to c.. go fb!
those who dont have fb
go sign up one
hahahahahaha

kk
i think thats all fr nw
LOVES

yada yada yada

2010-05-13T12:00:00.002+08:00

its been more than a week since i last updated
basically coz im lazy to do so
even pictures, i have yet to upload..
hahahaha.. maybe ltr today or perhaps next week
nyahahahaha
ok heck!

so well the whole of last week was quite pack
went out and then went fr class chalet
and sunday was family dinner at eunos
to celebrate mother's day
i knw its kinda late
but... to mummies out there... happy mummies day
and to my mummy, you're the best!
hehehe
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

and well, its the exam fevers
so kiddos have been studying fr their mid-yrs
i hope my students did well
and i dont think i would want to have tutoring next week
cz i'll b pack on most days next week
weee~!!
hahah.. shall see hw.. hahahaha

this saturday will be my first performance after so long
and im scared.. hahahah
im sure that i can get the steps right but im just nervous
hahahahaha...
hope it turns out well
heh!

graduation is in 2 weeks time
and i cant believe hw time flies so fast
it seems like the 3 yrs ive been spending in schl
is like within a blink of a second...
gosh!
miss those days
and nw, im a bummer
enjoying my time before degree starts... woots~!
then, its time to be an adult
nyahahaha.. ok wateva! haha

i so need to shop
hahaha... in need of a new shoe
hehe
ok, enough of crap
gtg nw
toodles
love love
:D

and there it goes

2010-05-04T14:07:00.002+08:00

helo helo!
a week has passed
and nt much updates
except fr the fact that
i enjoyed the time i spend w my family members
especially the kecik one! hehehe

so well...
this week is gg to be full of activities
except fr today
a day that i can go n collect my laptop
but just too rajin to do so
hahaha.. so well.. will do it tmr..
insya'allah
and i have training tmr.. hopefully.. i manage to get my steps right w the sequence...
haha...

hmm..
theres nthg much to update, really
haha...guess thats all fr nw
toodles!
loves!

lil update

2010-04-29T12:24:00.002+08:00

sunday was "the helix" day
nt the official opening
but still.. there were performances n stuff
it was nice
though it was tiring
i had fun
my niece was damn cute
she kept touching my mouth to search fr fries
hahaha...
love u darling.. hehe

monday was chillax day
wanted to do some stuffs
but i was too rajin to do so..
hahaha

went out on tuesday
to repair my laptop
and then went to the beach fr a chillax session
nt much of a perfect sunset scenery...
but i still get to see part of the horizon
n the moon happened to be a full moon
it was... AWESOME!
went to PP fr a drink and headed back home

wednesday was a belated birthday celebration for fat
went fr karaoke at vivo
nthg much nor nthg special
haha...
coz... i was on a TIGHT budget...
hahaha....
but was glad that she enjoyed it
hehe...
and i just realised that most of the songs that we sang.. were female singers!
hahaha...
met up w lina otw hme

today.. another lepak day..
nthg much to do also
except fr tutoring ltr on..

n tmr...
still no plan...
but most prolly gg schl fr a while..
haha..

guess thats all fr nw...
toodles! :D

pics, pics, pics and more pics

2010-04-26T13:29:00.012+08:00

im back!

2010-04-22T15:54:00.003+08:00

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha... sungguh tk perlu
but watever
so went fr bali trip
with cousins, cousin's fiance, aunt n uncle
it was an awesome trip
minus the fact that it kept on raining in the afternoon
And i was unable to see the sunset at bali...
oh wells
shall go again next time
hehe
did lots of shopping and sightseeing
bear with me ppl.. gonna rant the days when i was in bali...
:)

14.04.2010 DAY 1
arrived at bali at abt 730
checked in at hotel "the vira bali"
then we went to eat w aunt's friend
and we went back to hotel to sleep

15.04.2010 DAY 2
woke up as early as 8
had breakfast at abt 9
then we went shopping aft which was lunch
aft lunch we had foot reflexology
and we went for a swim
next was dinner and then we went shopping again
then it was back to hotel

16.04.2010 DAY 3
woke up at 7
then had breakfast
and we went off for sight seeing at bedugul
before going to bedugul
we went to rice terrace for sightseeing
it was damn nice and peaceful
uncle slipped into the mud and got his leg full of mud
his new slippers were covered with mud too
pity him
luckily nthg happened
so then.. we went to bedugul
supposed to take the speed boat
but it was raining heavily so.. it was cancelled
had lunch
and off to tanah lot
for sight seeing and some shopping
we then relaxed at one of the cafe
drank ice coconut
wanted to catch the sunset
but mother nature did not allow us too
we then went fr dinner with aunt's friend
pondok style (love it!)
then back to the hotel

17.04.2010 DAY 4
woke up at 7..
breakfast at 8
and we checked out frm "the vira bali" at 9
then we went to check in at "inna kuta beach"
due to accessibility
yet.. i still prefer "the vira bali"
went to batur.. (a volcano place)
nice view... love it....
then we went to see a waterfall
aft that was lunch
we then went to a beach for a short stop
shopped a bit
then we went to uluwatu
again.. mother nature did not allow us to see the sunset
but kecak dance and fire dance
was superb
next was dinner and it was back to hotel for a rest
then cousins and i went out to shop till late night
and it was then back to hotel for some sleep

18.04.2010 DAY 5
woke up early for the day
for river rafting
and the driver was being damn annoying and rude
just because he was early by half an hr
irritating driver
river rafting was superb
though i felt giddy while gg down the steps
the experience was awesome
and i have finally tried it!
have been wanting to try it fr years alr... haha!
the instructor was superb
very friendly
and it is a total satisfaction minus the driver
then we went back to hotel
and lepak-ed by the beach
i had my hair braided while cousins and kak shorah went to learn surfing
we then relax at our hotel
before heading out to eat at jinbaran
dining by the beach.. was a nice experience
except that it rained before our food came
we then went for another reflexology
and back to hotel

19.04.2010 DAY 6
woke up at abt 8...
later than the rest of the days
since all of us were tired from the past 3 days of sightseeing and stuffs
after breakfast
it wAs shopping time
and then lunch
and then continued shopping
then we went back to relax
after which, we went to matahari to shop again
then relax at Gloria Jean's Coffee
i so love their ice chocolate!
haha!
then went back to hotel to do some packing
before gg off fr dinner
and then me n cousin went back to hotel
while kak shorah and aunt went fr creambath
and uncle n cousin went for body massage
when they came back...
it was.. cup noodle time!
tat was supper for us... hahahaha
then we went to sleep

20.04.2010 DAY 7
aft breakfast
we headed to the airport
checked in and all
and it was HELLO SINGAPORE!
met my anak sdara
and i miss her so so so much!
heee~!
lepak-ed at ya kun kaya toast fr a while
and we went home
the taxi driver was being an ass
he could have told us abt the taxi fare nicely
need not shout at us or watsoeva
so effingly rude!
cant stand ppl like these!
hah

overall... I ENJOYED myself at bali!
woots! pics ltr on ok ppl
and to those who have read till the end
thanks dearies! :)

2010-04-14T11:36:00.005+08:00

before i go

2010-04-14T11:22:00.002+08:00

hey people!
so well
let me begin with the updates of last week

went out w fat n md noh on tues
to treat them ice cream s i've promised them
haidar came to join us later
and we had fun camwhoring
hahahaha

wed i went to grandmum's
to see my dearest
:D
so happy to meet her

friday
was bowling outing w mar n bakar
i decided to treat them to bowling
fr their belated birthday
haha
and we had fun!
we ended up treating each other
it was nice indeed... hahahah
catch up session was fun!

saturday
dane session
was gerek
just that
i couldnt get the steps right
frustrating
i'll always be a count or two late
but oh wells....
its fun! duh! hahaha

enough of weekly updates...
i shall rant abt some stuffs
first thing first
my laptop gt some prblms again
haiz....sadded much

second of all
i was quite pissed off when mama helped my student to answer my qn
she meant well of course
bt i need my student to answer me
spoonfeeding wont help
i need him to think
haiz...
oh wells...

haha..
i guess thats all fr nw
wont b ard till next week... :D
see ya lovelies!
its time... to... ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

peektures!

2010-04-05T13:06:00.007+08:00

PROM NIGHT

with md noh otw home...

fat and me
kelin, me, fat, ming xian and kim

me, myself and i

flowers with yolanda

charmaine and me!

qilah and me

the A class!

wani and me!!!! :D :D :D

the four of us... haidar, fat, me, md noh

kim, fat and me

A02!!!

when i forced to pout.. hahaha

the four of us... my fav pic... :D

the A class

when A01 n A02 collide

flowers with our lecturer, irma and suraya :D

us with yin teng and mrs tien

me and fat

PRE PROM

manicure

NURREIN'S ADVANCE BDAY CELEBRATION
me n nurrein

candid

aft karaoke session :D

i never fail to get hyper during and after this song.. whee~!!!

the bday girl :D

lets sing baybeh!

me!! hehe

me n nurrein

nurrein singing

SWIMMING WITH THE KIDDOS
me and iman

them

us... :D

its been a bore

2010-04-05T12:59:00.002+08:00

hello there!
ive not been updating diligently
like im supposed to
since its the holidays
but, i havent been getting the mood to update my blog
hahaha

still no work fr me this week
haiz.. i want work coz i NEED money!
so well..
last week was my prom
and it was fun!
catching up and camwhoring with friends...
was just so nice after so long
hahahahaha

did my manicure the day before
but i didnt paint it
heh!
and friday was lepak day also...
my week was getting boring each week
nothg much to do.. haha

and i have nthg much to say for now
will be updating pics on my blog
after this aite!
love ya!
muacks! :D

its been a week

2010-03-28T19:35:00.003+08:00

so no work fr me this week
and i doubt theres any next week
even if there is
i can only make it on thurs
hahahaha..

so well
im excited fr the upcoming week
yeeha! hahahahaha
nt looking forward fr the itinerary
but just looking forward to dress up
camwhore and gossips!
i am seriously missing my girls right now
esp aft ystd's talk w my friend...
haiya

so well
the week has been GOOD fr me
hehehehe
was out for the first 3 days of the week
went to ms sue's
then to went out w andalus peeps
followed by advance bday celebration w nurrein

out w andalus peeps
was a total lepak day
kept on lepaking
like nothg to do like that
hahaha
but luckily, hafeez brought his monopoly card deals
so we played that
and it was ADDICTIVE
thanks eh hafeez!
nw make me want to go and buy one! hahahahaha
i won most of the games
by luck i guess
hahahaha
winning is always fun, aint it?
oh wells

went to celebrate nurrein's advance bday celebration
at vivo
went fr karaoke
like duh, it was fun
hahahahaha
more of it soon i guess
hahaahahaha
then we lepak and camwhore
heh

thursday
i went fr my medical checkup fr my uni
then went lepaking at gradmum's fr a while
played w lil alya and iman

friday
was a total lepak day fr me at home
so i did nthg but burn cds and copied lyrics
of.. nursery rhymes
or rather... children songs.. hahahahaha
oh wells
more to go.. hahahaha

sat
had dance prac
menari tk smpi sejam da berpeluh semcm.. hahaha!
and... i had diffculties getting the steps right...
since its been a while i last dance
heh!
i think it has always been the issue
its either my hands or my feet
that makes me unable to get it right
hahaha.. but ok la.... at least! hehehe

today
lepak day again
met lil alya and iman again
hehehe
being w them is fun! :D

i guess thats all fr today...
i need to upload pics nw...
toodles darlings!
:D

hectic

2010-03-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

helo there!
hehehehe...
so well.. no work this week means no moolahs fr me
haiz...
i really really really need to plan my finance better
i NEED to save up but i kept SPENDING it! argh!
damn u knw! haiz

so well.. wat has the week been like for me?
lets see...

work was in
went for swimming sessions w the kiddos
tutoring was on in the mornings
then it was geylang time to find my stuffs
n there was dance prac

all in all was gerek!
i had fun
and the company i had fr dance grp is fantastic... hehe...
loving it.. looking forward fr more... :D

thats all fr nw
heheh.. bye lovelies

pichas time

2010-03-15T12:45:00.007+08:00

KENDURI

this kid.. kept coming to me.. hahha

mini childcare
mirror reflection
another one

while taking care of iman and alya

nyra iman

me! hehehe

MOVIE AND BOWLING W BESTIE NURREIN

me and nurrein

again!

nurrein won the second round

and i won the first round by luck.. heehe

bowling time!

me in the cinema before the movie start

us in the cinema

DINNER W KECOHRABLES (incomplete)

wana n mar

me n yaya

MINDS CAFE W CUZZY AND MUKMIN

the hardest game ever! haha

SUSHI W SISTER

blue lime soda float! :D

RANDOM STUFFS I DO AT NIGHT

its been a week!

2010-03-15T12:19:00.002+08:00

hey hey!
holidays are fun fr me right now
and many things has happened...
catch up session and yada yada yada

so monday was out w cousin and mukmin
then went to meet yaya, mar and wana fr dinner
since some of them are unable to make it due to some circumstances
sadded...cn nvr get a full attendance..
haiz
and all those plans of gg picnic and whatsoever..
tk pernah menjadi...
haiz....

so then.. on tuesday
was slack day.. hahaha
and i manage to upload some pics on my blog as u can see.. :D

wed...
was outing w nurrein!
went to watch a movie..
alice in wonderland 3d...
then we went fr a bowl!
it was fun
and we did lots of catching up
heheh! best!
then.. at night.. we went to meet mdm noreen fr some catching up..
haha!
gerek! :D cumer lupe nk take photo w mdm noreen
hehehe.. nehmind...
i think its time for us to have a proper meet up or outing..
i will make one in april.. insya'allah.. :D

thursday
went to IT show w mother
pity mum cz i knw she's pening w all the hustle and bustle of the crowd...
hahahaha... sorry mother
and thank you for accompanying me
manage to buy my new notebook and sissy's hp
thank you mother!
i love u! :D
and aft which.. went to afghan
to buy new maxi dresses
and im loving it! yay!

friday
supposed to be kiteflying day w farhana n wani
but it gt cancelled cz farhana was sick..
get well soon dearie
so, i accompanied mom to grandmum's
and played with my kiddos...
heehehe.... yay!

saturday
was kenduri fr ilhan
he sunat alr! hahaha
so yeah... busy day indeed...
and kinda penat jage the kids
hahahaha.. so many kids..
theres this kid who kept coming to me
she asked me to carry her..
she came to me and asked me to play w her n sit w her
hahahaha. cuteness much! :D

sunday
accompanied kak dila and my niece to my gym @ tampines
my niece did nt cry doing all those aerobics stuff.. kudos dearie!
and she was so excited that she could not stop blabbering..
hahahahaha
noisy sia she.. can hear her voice most of the time.. hahahaha
well then, we went to marina square
jln2 fr a while... ate late lunch
and went jln2 again
hahahah.. then went to meet abg azni at his work place
and accompanied him to eat dinner.. heheh
after which was home sweet home
yay! hahah... nice time spent... :D

so... yeah. thats just fr last week...
this week, we'll be working on tues and thurs
and i need more money
means i have to work more
but i dont have the motivation to work... how?
haiz...
so well, pics up next aight :D

picture time!!!

2010-03-09T13:53:00.008+08:00

OUT WITH MAR

FLY KITE FLY n POPEYES
me, wani n farhana in the cab

me at barrage! :D
us in the shuttle bus
me and farhana
farhana, wani and me
me n wani

us again! :D

me and wani

me and wani at popeyes!

jumpshot!!! :D

DEAR CHANNING!

fat and me.. mirror reflection

my reflection...

another mirror reflection

me at sakura! :D

oh channing..

2010-03-06T10:20:00.002+08:00

hello everyone
its been a week since i last updated my blog..
hahaha

so well...
i manage to clean another part in my room last sunday
and i think im gg to clean it up again
tmr maybe
feels like.. sunday = spring cleaning time
hahahaha..
im taking my very own sweet time to clean up my stuffs..
well oh well

had work on mon n tues
and it felt better
though i was really really tired
but it was a-ok la
i had pre test fr writing clinic fr my wheelock in schl on wed
so.. i get to meet and roughly know who are my coursemates in wheelock
pre test was ok2...
i think i will be gg fr that writing clinic.. haha
so then... accompanied shiks to town fr a while
and i saw lots of dresses to buy
hahahaha
then, it was home sweet home

thursday
i went out with fat
to see my channing
hahahaha
then i shopped... bought those i wanted frm wed
not all but most!
hahahahaha
and and and...
i spend quite a handful on food
let me tell u uh..
when we met, we went to eat at sakura...
ate seafood fried rice
then... we went to see my channing. hehehehe
after which... i felt like munching on something
so i bought sotong ball and nuggets frm OCK
then.. in the evening, we went to tmall and i ate fries frm mac
hahahaha
never in my life, i did this sia
like.. kept buying food to eat... hahahahahahah
so yar!

friday...
went out with wani and farhana to kite fly
but mission failed
tk sempat nk feeling2 main kite
haiz...
so, we sat and talked and camwhore-d at barrage
then i went to meet nurrein at afghan
to satisfy my prata cravings
then we talked and talked and talked
gerek!
hahaha... shall meet up on wed
and i cant wait
and i have no idea what we are gg to do...
hahahahah...

so basically, thats my week fr you
today will just be slack day
and tmr.. spring cleaning day... haha
and well, no work next week! yay! :D
but i have lots of plans.. whee~!!!

so, thats all fr nw
toodles everyone,
i shall try my best to upload pics... :D

i scream, you scream, we all scream for ice cream!

2010-02-28T12:26:00.002+08:00

i had work on fri
and it was a-ok
i shant elaborate much
but i shall stay to it for awhile
hah! oh wells... haiz
i think i can die though.. hahahahahaha

so well..
met family at afghan to collect sis' new specs
then went to eat at rasa 21 and met my aunt, uncle and cousin
talked abt super cooler
and there we go to super cooler
and meet the other fam members...
we met alya again.. yay! hahahahahaha
unplanned stuffs... whohoo
hahahaha... luckily i went to meet my fam
else, i'll be stuck at home feeling damn miserable
hahahahahaha

saturday
kenduri arwah cum doa selamat at my grandmum's
cousins came over
yayness~!
watched om shanti om on vasantham
woots~!
hahahaha
and some wedding plans
gah! im feeling miserable... haiz...
so well.. maybe i shud do all these during my 21st birthday uh
so that i wont feel "left out" somehw.. hahahaha
went to ice cream chef
last min plan
yay! sedap~!!!!
hehehehehehehe
then home sweet home
and im feeling pissed... ugh~!

today
in the morning alr, i feel pissed...
ugh!
i cant b bothered but it bothers me.. get it?
hahahhaa.. ok wateva with it
anw, im gg to clean up some of the things in my room
soon... hahahaha..
so... guess... thats all fr today

sleepy thursday

2010-02-25T13:50:00.003+08:00

hello people
or loyal readers
so well.. i know i have been blogging abt emo stuffs lately
but i just cant help it la
everytime when i think that im ok
i am not
and when everytime i think that i am not ok
im actually am

and what a friend said to me few days back
hit me hard
real real real real hard
i really hope to get the answers to my quest
maybe... im just afraid of the whole process
which i cant help it but to risk it everytime
and when i did, it turned out bad
haiya... dont knw la uh
ok whatever with it right now

hah
so well.. i went to meet mar and accompanied her to some place at raffles
we're like 2 souls that dont quite belong to that area since it was lunch time when we arrived
hahahahahaha
bought some stuff...
ate at macds..
walked to marina sq frm boat quay
window shopped here and there
and then.. we're off to home
since mar had something on at 6
and i had tutoring to do at night
so yeah...
it was fun though
and whatever i've listened to that thing
kept me nodding fr almost 3/4 (or maybe more) of the time
hahahahahaha...
cool much..
and its like relieving those poly days again...
hahahahahahahahahahaha

hmm...
then... wed came
went to grandmum's hse fr a while
played with iman n alya... heheheh
then went out with cuzzy to watch valentine's day
nice movie
hahaha
and now... there are many other movies that i want to watch
like 'the lovely bones', 'dear john'.....
hahaha.. oh wells...
then we went fr dinner
and i went to meet the rest of the family members at rasa 21
yeehaw~!
loving my family :D
and it was home sweet home

and well now, im supposed to tidy up my room
but to no avail
i feel really really lazy to clean up my room
cz it'll end up in a mess in no time
hahahahahahahahahaha
so well...
i alr gt my roster fr next week
so effing fast.. but gd la..
i can then plan my outings
hahaha.. so far..
my work did not clash with my outings that ive planned...
syukur alhamdulilah...
:D
im getting excited and anxious to work alr... hahahaha

tmr's the start of work
and im having mixed feelings...
nyahahahahahahahaha
oh wells...
i guess thats all fr nw
syg korg :D

when things change

2010-02-22T13:57:00.002+08:00

as we go along
things changes
be it for the better or for the worst
i know i am doing well for now
but your image just came to mind last night
making it impossible for me to sleep
all the things that we've been through
i guess we're too much in a hurry
and i was rash in making decisions

i guess ive missed you more than ever
that your images kept playing on my mind last night
and knowing that it had all happened..
i dont know if i should smile or frown
i used to frown back then
and everytime i tried talking to you
it seems like it took forever for me to say the right words
and never could i ever find the right words to say to you

time and again,
i picture you and me
and how we used to be way back
but every time i have that image
different feelings fall into place
and for now,
though i still have those aftermath feeling,
having you in my mind last night
manage to at least make me smile (not literally, but somewhat)
for at least it happened and
for at least ive tried

yay yay pictures!

2010-02-19T13:13:00.007+08:00

Breeks @ airport with family

me n kak dila n alya with sis eating at the backgrd

reminds me of the crab in spongebob! haha
sis asked her to do the pout... and she did it! hahahaha cute much!

looks like they are in some important meeting! haha

sisters and iman

sisters

Bowling @ e!hub

the advance birthday celebration

family

me n abg fahmy.. the birthday boy

us and abg fauzy

this is wat we usually get by the 2 bros everytime we want to take a picture with them...

brothers! :D

alya with her auntie ct, uncle fahmy and uncle hafiz

me n alya and abg fahmy

sisterz...

my parents... :D

me alya n mum outside burger king at whitesand

Chillaxing @ Airport

me, sis n mum

alya aqisya...

cousins and lil alya

mum, alya, aunty been and me

alya aunty been and me

Super Cooler @ Tang Tea Hse

sis me n abg azni

them eating

sis n me

super cooler!!! finally!

cny

2010-02-19T13:03:00.002+08:00

hey people!
life's good so far
will be starting work on friday
adhoc fr nw
might change to permanent when i feel im ready for it...
haha
so well.. have been spending time with kak dila and alya lately
cz grandparents went overseas
so.. time spent with them was great
hehe

went out on monday
to JP
then, went to meet bik nor and kak dila and the kiddos at airport
hahahaha
was fun...
gotta tell u something
just days back...
2 strangers thought i was 12 yrs old
n just the other day.. at the airport
in the toilet...
was me, ilhan, iman n bibik n sister
i came out of the cubicle..
iman ilhan n bibik was already washing their hands
when i came out... the makcik cleaner asked me...
"ini anak (these are ur child)?"
then im like.. no....
there are my cousins
nt my anak... im like.. wth! i looked that old?
great!
i dont look my age at all! hahahahahahaha
oh wells
walked ard with them fr a while
and home sweet home we went

tuesday morning
i went to grandmum's plc to accompany kak dila n alya again
alya kept waking up and sleep again
like every hr, she sleep fr an hr..
hahahaha.. funny shit
i think she must have been too tired thats y...
hahahahahaha

wed,
grandparents back
and lil alya kind of merajuk w them
when they were talkig to her, she simply wouldnt want to look at them
hahahahahaha
cute much
saw pics frm uncle's cam
cousins were pretty
wedding was grand
i envy much
wish i could have gone...
haiz...
oh wells.. wed marks the end of my "duty"
hahahahahaa

so nw, im slacking at home
doing nthg much
some stuffs need to be done
but im taking my own sweet time to clean it up
hehehehe
ok
thats all fr nw
pics up next
bye!

all out

2010-02-14T16:37:00.002+08:00

read a friend's blog
abt the song "one last" by taufik batisah
read the lyrics too
and i guess, it did hit me hard too
i guess, we're in the same boat eh?
same boat different types...
get it? if nt, nvm...

i guess.. i really wanted a one last
to make me feel better
i dont know
its just hard, you know
it may start at the wrong note for the wrong reasons
but as time goes by,
i guess, ive begun to be in it fr a different reason
and now, at times, at night
i cry to myself fr whatever that has happened
maybe nt cry but tear
though feelings fade
but memories still etched in my mind
like puzzle pieces either missing or broken
and all that i can find is bits n pieces of it
ive always felt that there were more to it
but i couldnt bear hw things always turn out to be
u may be a simple person fr one to understand
but i just couldnt understand u
i tried but i couldnt
time and again,
i felt that things would have been better
but fr nw, i guess... its just meant to be
the way things are right now
i thank you for making it happen
and i thank you for the memories and the lessons that you have taught me
bye!

holiday

2010-02-14T16:22:00.002+08:00

hello there!
so well.. holiday was spend at my grandmum's hse most of the time
since they're out of town.. i went to accompany my cousin n her daughter at home
hahah!
so... slack all the way
and went out on some days
hehehe.. im loving my niece
love her so much! heheheheh

n i officially have a "mak tiri"
hahahaha
scold me for nothing...
hehehe but nvm... at the end of the day, we still love each other...
=)

oh wells.. im nw back at hme fr the moment
n ive just spring clean my wardrobe
just one part
the others have yet to..
will do it slowly...
heh!

hmmm...
i manage to get a job
yay! =)
at least gt some extra money..
gotta save up a lot!
though at the same time, i want to spend!
haiz...

oh2!
went bowling ystd with familia
it was superb
and i bought a kids' dress
hahahaha...
it was hilarious to see that i can fit into it
hahahahahaha.. oh wells...
finally, i bought a dress aft mths of nt shopping
haha
hmmm... i feel like gg karaoke again
hahaha
or maybe go ice skating
i want go cycling also
hahaha
any kakis? hehe

hmm...
i think thats all fr nw uh
my train of tots went off when dad called me to do house chores
that might explain the chop2 paras with not much of flow
dang!
nxt time aye..
bye! love u ppl
=)

pictures lor!

2010-02-08T20:29:00.007+08:00

WARNING! Heavy picture content!

East Coast Park with Alya

cranky alya

Seoul Garden with cousins! =)
in abg hafiz's car otw home

me, sis, abg taufiq, abg azni n kak dila

candid shot

BULLY TIME!

all together now!

PROJECT ORITZ-T
me n fat

the makan team with suraya

makan session

me, fat n qilah

camwhoring time

boarding passes for the C02s

our airplane theme

another picture of our airplane theme

our welcome board

the name of our centre.. =)

the preparations

me n qilah

stewardess waiting to be welcomed into "the secret garden" (c02s' theme)

makan people with our supervior, sarah!

camwhore

another photo of our airplane theme

stewards and stewardess with supervisor and lecturer

stewards and stewardess in our airplane.. =)

us at their secret garden

us again =)

another new level

2010-02-06T10:13:00.002+08:00

hey there!
my blog is kinda dead...
and it seems to be boring coz there's no picture updates
haha...
i am sort of lazy to update pictures fr nw...
hehehe

so well...
thursday was my last day of schl
but not officially yet
as i have to go to school on next friday still
so well.. last assignment also done
and.. we watched kung fu panda for last ob tutorial
hah!
kinda sad to be apart from some of my friends
hmm...
i am so going to miss my friends who will not be continuing their studies to wheelock
i am so going to miss the lecturers
i am so going to miss bitching about others
i am so going to miss train rides w fat
i am so going to miss my classmates for being whacky and hyper and crazy
haiz
all has to come to an end
and i cant believe that 3 yrs have past just like that
amazing much
how i went thru poly life and getting a diploma
its just... undescribable

so well.. on thursday,
i went to meet my pri schl bestie, najihah!
after so long, we finally met!
thx to that extra one tix she got
or else, i dont think we would have met up
so.. we went to watch "the blind side" for free
and then we went window shopping
after which we went to raffles and then walked all the way to city hall
camwhore-d here and there
talked and shared some stories...
hah!
ate ice cream... and.... we went to buy some stuff
and home sweet home... heh!
it was indeed a nice catch up
last minute though.. heh!

and well.... this week was full of unplanned meetups
on tuesday, i went to meet mar to have dinner together
the last time that we actually met up was during raya... hahahaha
damn long lor
chatted n chatted n chatted...
great times...
i will plan for kecohrables outing soon aye... =)

hmm.. so on friday, which was yesterday...
i went to sing my lungs out at party world at vivo
with qilah, fat and shiks
it was fun and i went hyper throughout the singing session...
whohoo~!!!! hahahahahaha
i want to go hyper again, can i? heheheh
so then, after that, went to eat at banquet at bugis with shiks
since fat n qilah had to go elsewhere... heh
so yeah.. shared stories and our own opinions on some things
it was great talking to shiks
seems like we have a deep conversation, didn't we?
hahahahaha... lol!
oh wells... as we get older... we tend to realise alot of things and we tend to question alot too
but only Allah knows the answers to our quest..
only, we, human beings, have to look forward each day to encounter it
and at the end of the day, we might even figure out the answers to our quest
amazing isn't it? hahaha

ok la...
dear readers, thanks for reading this long post
i know its boring... but its just some insights of what ive been doing
so well.. yeah...
bye!
i will try my very best to upload pics okay?
love ya... =)

P.S: coz i love and lost the day i let you go...

burnt

2010-01-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

hey people!
i know i havent been updating my blog diligently
but heck k...
not much motivation or inspiration to blog
hehehehe
but for those readers who regularly check my blog for updates
thank you very much
i will try my very best to update my blog as frequent as possible
hehehe

so well.. im left with 5 or maybe 6 days of schl
and im done with my life in poly
how time flies
3 years spent in ngee ann poly..
it has been a great experience to me
the day to day things that we do
the ups and downs
most will not be forgotten
as years goes by...
more new friends were made... in our class, the lecture class and throughout the whole cohort
though i dont really know them well...
at the very least, we made the effort to build our friendship....
oh wells... im going to miss my friends when i graduate =(
and planning for class chalet...
makes me feel that im gg to miss my class even more
haiz
oh wells...

moving on...
school has been a ok for me
seems like most of us are slacking alr
even doing other projects seem so difficult and tiring
hah
oh wells...
went suntanning
and i got burnt so bad
hahaha.. like lobster sia... haha
but nvm... once in a while kind of thing
hehe...
i so need to shop but i have no income yet...
haiz... i so cant wait for my moolahs to be in
then i can spend... before i can save...
nyahahahahaa

hmmm..
oh wells..
i guess.. thats all fr nw
pictures.. i will upload when i feel like it.. hehe
=)

random

2010-01-26T17:54:00.002+08:00

izinkan diriku meluahkan rasa

maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa

biarku paparkan apa yang terjadi

moga engkau tak ulangi

sungguh tak ku sangka

kau berpaling tadah

setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta

dalam diam diam kau sudah berpunya

tanpa aku menyedari semuanya

aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia

bersama si dia

insan yang kau suka

percintaan kita tak sampai kemana

setakat di bibir saja

sayang

kau bina mahligai dari airmata

yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepi ku

hancurnya hatiku

bisa tak terkata

terhumban rasa diriku

oh aduhai

ku masih ingati

janji manis dan saat romantis

kau pinta ku supaya setia

akhirnya kau yang berubah

oh tuhan ku

tabahkan hati ku

temukan ku dengan ketenangan

jiwa ini dibelasah rindu

tetapi apa dayaku

ku cuba pejam mata

tapi tak terlena

kerana ku masih teringat padamu

begitu payahnya hendak ku melupakan

pernahkah engkau fikirkan

oh sayang

aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia

bersama si dia

insan yang kau suka

percintaan kita tak sampai kemana

setakat di bibir saja

sayang

kau bina mahligai dari airmata

yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepiku

hancurnya hati ku

bisa tak terkata

terhumban rasa diriku

oh aduhai

ku masih ingati

janji manis dan saat romantis

kau pinta ku supaya setia

akhirnya kau yang berubah

oh tuhan ku

tabahkan hatiku

temu kan ku dengan ketenangan

jiwa ini dibelasah rindu

tetapi apa dayaku

ku cuba pejam mata

tapi tak terlena

kerana ku masih teringat padamu

begitu payahnya hendakku melupakan

pernahkah engkau fikirkan

oh sayang...

in life

2010-01-22T14:31:00.002+08:00

sometimes in life..
some things are just hard to explain..
that even a genius cant solve it or even explain it
i have been having mixed feelings lately
and i guess.. im having one of my lowest point in my life for the year
i dont know if this is a good sign
i just hope for the better
all i can do is to think positive and be strong
but at times, i just cant
no matter how much effort i put in to appear strong
i will fall
"i dont know "is a common phrase when it comes to things like this
coz i really dont know
what to think or feel, when to think or feel, or, how to think or feel
i know i fret over small little stuff for nothing
but thats how i am
i cant help it but sometimes
i just dislike myself for doing certain actions that hurt others
i knew i could do better but i did not
and i cant help it but to blame myself over and over again
at times like this, i needed my friends the most
they understand me more than i understand myself
thanks to those friends who have been constantly there for me when i needed you
it may not be a big deal to u
but it meant a lot to me
whether its just a small gesture or a big one...
even with friends around to cheer me up,
i feel like i shutting myself or even "appear offline" in reality
deep inside, only Allah knows how i really feel
as i try my very best to face it everyday
and i know i can do this

2010-01-19T21:54:00.000+08:00

YAH! OK! THANKS!!!

2010-01-17T14:23:00.002+08:00

hello people
i know i havent been diligent enough to update my blog
i just dont see a need to
even if there is
i wont have the mood to blog or even anything to blog abt
so yeah...
hmmm....
let me just rant hor...

so.. new year has been good so far
i guess... haha
so well.. was packed with preparing IEP stuffs
had 3 days straight of IEP..
was crazy
then we had abg hafiz's n kak shorah's engagement
so that day itself was a busy day
exciting much... hehe
cute guy! hehe...
so when schl reopens officially for ech students...
we had our IEP presentation
nt satisfied though... but watever.. its over n done with
pictures taken... many many pictures indeed

after which... we had aslec meeting
it was aslec all the way...
and few days of bugis street in search of new clothes
hahahaha...
then came aslec assignment called project oritz-T
it was indeed great fun
no pressure at all (there is la, actually. bt nt so much)
pictures n many pictures taken
seems like im gg to miss my friends once i graduate
hehe
i guess.. all of us did an awesome great job
hah!
so well.. upcoming weeks..
there'll be lesser lessons and more time to concentrate on other assignments
hah!
so.. guess.. thats all fr nw.. picture updates ltr on!
=)

picture updates

2010-01-15T22:40:00.006+08:00

random hearts

IEP PRESENTATION

ShoFiz's engagement

OUT WITH KAK DILA, ABG AZNI, ALYA n FAT

3 CELEBRATIONS IN ONE =)))

hello 2010~!

2010-01-04T18:28:00.002+08:00

hey!
i know im quite late at this..
but... HELLO 2010!!!!!!
i bet this year is going to be a way better year than last year...
haha
before i even begin watever i want to rant..
i just want to say whatever that has happened to my 2009

frankly speaking, it wasnt a good year at all
at the start of the year,
im alr facing difficulties
fr this particular year... its so much on relationship
be it friends, families or even bgr...
full of ups and downs..
same thing happened few years back
when i was having my o's..
but this time round was even more tense and emotional
hah! sape yg tau.. diam2 jer la eh
yg tk tau... tk perlu tau.... hehe
but all in all, it was definitely a learning journey
and whatever has happened, i can forsee that its gg to happen in 2 years time?
hahaha... LOL!!!!
ok.. whatever...

hmmm...
so well...
28th to 30th was spent on projects... sad.. but wat to do...
last straw alr..
on the 30th, aft doing project,
went to lepak... it was nice... =)
but 31st was a blast
went out w cousin after so long
'twas to celebrate new year's eve together
and cousin's belated birthday
and also, to celebrate MY success!! =)) (for me to know for u to find out)
hah!
it was indeed a blast
made cousin draw lots in a nicer way by choosing a paper heart that i made...
so, we went to cathay cine for karaoke...
hahah! gerek! eventhough we only had 3 hrs.. thanks to new year's eve...
hah! then we went jln2
and i manage to get a set of bangles... =))))))
aft which, we went to eat bnj
at raffles shopping centre
with mukmin as a surprise for the day
hah! muke classic seyh tiqah
and well, we aint naughty ppl ok!
we're nice people
and to atiqah, i shall just repeat this again, I AM THE NICEST COUSIN THAT YOU CAN EVER HAVE! hahahahahahaha
so then... walked to clarke quay
and home sweet home
it was a hell of a great time spent on a new year eve
a good end to a good start indeed....

so new year's here
spent the few nights at grandmum's
sleepover...
had fun time with niece... =)
she LOVES me now
that.. when she woke up in the morning
she couldnt find me
and when my cousin told her i went back alr,
she gave a sad face
she even searched for me around the house
hahaha.. so cute!!! =)

so... this whole week will be a super bz week, i guess
haha.. so many things gg on
n with the kiddos starting on schl
it means, tutoring is abt to start
haha.... i shall just summarise everything into an equation aye...
what i mean is...
tutoring = no more suke2 hati plans = no more gg home late on certain days
tutoring = income = shopping
tutoring = income = treat people
ok! thats it! hahaha

oh wells... i think, thats all fr nw
toodles! pictures will be up soon yar! =)

picture mania

2009-12-27T13:38:00.006+08:00

too much going on

2009-12-27T13:07:00.002+08:00

hey peeps
its only a week
and many things have happened
salam takziah to family members
3 in a week
frigthening much
and sad as well
to those families, stay strong ya
its better to let them go then to have them suffer
haiz

ok, we shall move on to a lighter topic
so well tuesday was meeting fr project in schl
ALOT of things to be done
but im sure we're gonna pull through this and WE CAN DO IT! wooo~!
then went to bugis fr a moment
totally limit ourselves then slack at starbucks
and then, we went crazy at konikuniya at bugis
hah! those books are tempting me to buy them
like totally!
am in love with books that has got to do with child abuse
hah!
so thats fr tuesday

wednesday,
shocking news in the morning
aft visiting, went hme to sleep and spent the rest of the day at hme
slacking

thursday
went to visit aunt at the hospital
thats it! haha

friday
went to the zoo with cousins
fun!
but it was damn crowded... since its christmas.. hah
i want to ride on the horse carriage
anyone wants to ride it w me?? hmm
haha
then it was hme sweet hme

saturday
slack at the airport
nthg much

sunday
which is today
shocking news again
haiz
ppl are so cruel that they even want to cause those innocent ppl to suffer
its so sad
dont they have humanity?
haiz...
rest in peace dear fatin
=(

haiz...oh wells... guess thats all fr nw
toodles!
pics will be posted up next

fantabulous weekend

2009-12-21T12:02:00.002+08:00

hey people
i totally had a fantabaluous weekend
aft 3 full days of intensive project meetings
haha!
kudos to us
left with printing and compilation!
yay!

so well, aft that 3 days of intensive project meetings
we're down to have 5 days of break
before we embark on our work again
which will be tmr..
heh

so.. lets just rant hor... readers please bear with me aight
its gonna be a long post
so here it goes..

thursday
went out with the family to plaza sing
tot would be back quite late..
so i took the trouble to dress up
only to know to go hme at abt 5 or 6...
hahaha
despite that, i had fun with my family
its been a while since we last spent some time together
heh!
bought some stuffs
and aft that, me n sis went to grandmum's hse to play with lil' alya
while parents went back home
played with lil' alya and home we went

friday
i went to acer center at jurong
went to change my adaptor since its spoilt
and i freaking need it
else i'll go bonkers with my computer when i have to do my work
haha
then went to grandmum's hse to play with iman, ilhan n alya
and also fr a sleepover...
enjoyed myself definitely! haha
there's one part when iman said "eh tgk kau siti, gigi da goyang" to me
like wat the heck like that
i actually did not pay attention coz i was doing my work
but my aunt was there and she heard it
hahahaha...
that happened right aft ilhan had his tooth pulled out
hahahaha... so makcik2 sia this iman... cannot take it.. aha

saturday
was lepak day
and as usual its gathering day
in the morn, was watching my medan trip video..
when iman was on the couch, lying down and drinking her milk
while i was talking to kak dila, suddenly, we heard a sound
and the next thing we knew was
iman on the floor... HAHAHAHA
funny much... but luckily she was fine...
so then at ard 3, went to studiofrost sale..
was so interested in getting one dress
but i ended not buying aything
hahahaha...
then went back to grandmum's
chill-ed... then went to ice cream chef with cuzzies
then went back to grandmum's
and out we go to tamp one...
hehe.. kecoh!
n aft which was sleepover at grandmum's
grandma was being such a cutie..
was watching the tv when the boxing channel was on
and she went, "ok, this is good. dont change the channel. this is good. very good. dont change the channel."
and of course all was in malay... hahahaha
cute grandma! =)

sunday
went to accompany the kiddos to swim
i din swim though
aft which, went back to our hse to put our stuff
and then, out we go to vivo
actual plan, was to go to sentosa
but it was drizzling
so we just hanged out at vivo....
and when the rain has subside
and when it finally stop
and after we had our dinner at LJS,
we went to sentosa at freaking 8 pm..
haha..lol!
lepak-ed at the dragon trail
when abg taufiq feeling2 called himself abg while talking to our niece...
and we joked abt it
and right aft,
it was the katak moment
abg taufiq's reaction was damn funny!
hahaha
me n sis gt all geli cz we were putting our legs into the water
and we felt something at our feet before that
and to know that it was actually a frog,
it got me n sis very geli..
like totally!!!! ew!
so aft which, me n sis went to the toilet
and then we bought drinks at TCB
on our way up the ramps, my cousin hid himself behind one of those parapets
and i gt shocked
luckily i did not threw the cold water to his face...
hahahah
aft which, went to harbourfront to chill fr a while
and it was home sweet home!

superb weekend
and now, waiting fr the pics to be uploaded!! =))
guess, thats all fr nw
toodles! =)

pictures update

2009-12-15T19:14:00.012+08:00

scotch taped heart

2009-12-15T19:00:00.002+08:00

hello there!
i know i know
boring posts
irregular updates..
bear with me aye
too much things going on lately

one.
laptop adaptor went bonkers
two.
computer damn slow
three.
too many assignments
four.
spent time doing assignments and elearning

so well
its elearning week
yet, we have TONS of things to do
this week will be packed with assignments and elearning stuff
so gonna buy my adaptor asap
so i can do my work
its driving me nuts

last friday was my last day of schl
handed in the last assignment for the term
felt like a free bird fr that moment
=)))
lepak-ed with friends
felt good definitely
despite having something unexpected to happen.. haiz
oh wells.. pulled through

weekends were the BOMB!!!
2 days consecutively spent with cousin, cousin-in-law, niece and sister
had fun!
totally!
whohoo~!!!! =)))))

monday spent doing ampyc at yishun
tuesday spent at my place doing ampyc and ayc
tmr will be doing iep
thursday will be more on ayc
n friday... ENJOY!!!
yay! hahaha
cant wait
so gonna plan outings, outings and more outings! yay!
hahahahaha..
cant wait
im like missing a lot of ppl right now!
hehehe...
guess thats all fr nw... toodles!
=)

i thought this could be it
but i was wrong
very wrong
i knew i was doing it for the wrong reasons
yet i just continued it
it was never a good start
yet i kept convincing myself that everything is going to be all right
hell! it never was
and it will never be
i'm glad that it ended here
though it's kinda difficult for me
but i guess it's the best decision
like they say,
it's better to get yourself hurt than trying to piece it back together

update update

2009-12-09T19:46:00.003+08:00

hey people

lets just ignore the background in my above picture yeah

so well
its the last week of schl fr the term

and i have one more assignment left

and aft that, im done! yay!

but still, the hols will not be a hol

coz we still have work to do

haiz... damn sian

oh wells, lets have some proper update aye

first up, assignments are being a total pain in the ass

but its gonna be over soon

whohoo~!!

next would be my trip to medan

i went to medan, north sumatra, indonesia

from 25th to 29th NOV

to celebrate hari raya haji there

since its been quite a while for me to go back there

i was rather excited to go

and 5 days pass just like that

i had fun and enjoyed myself

shopped and all

total gerekness

i actually did curl my hair at that very last day i was there

how pathetic can that be?

haha.. but still, it turned out to be good

and i loved it

am so going to perm my hair

whohoo~!!!!!!!

hmm...

besides that, i think i am pretty much happy with my life right now

and im missing my kecohrables and my COUSIN, atiqah!!!!

shall meet up pretty soon k

especially dear cousin coz i have a very important thing to tell u! =)

wokeh! thats all fr nw

toodles!

fun!

2009-11-30T21:59:00.002+08:00

hello people!
my blog is bcoming more n more dry
like sriously!
haiz

ok so well
last week was a blast
hah
just monday n tuesday i was chionging everything
and wed onwards, it was purely fun

shopped and played with mercun!
gerek!
beca rides
gg to malls
meal times
mercun time
bowling
gossiping
creambath
hairdo
all FUN
spent with the beloved family
might be gg in feb
still thinking..
haha

hmmm
i totally have nthg much to say
heh!
guess thats all fr nw
=))

will upload pictures when i have the time

its the 1000th post!

2009-11-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

baik per!
this is the 1000th post! hahahahah
that includes pictures posts and all
hahahahaha... wee~!!!

so well anyway,
i just want to talk abt friday
hahaha...
friday was like...
v moody in the morning and also in the aftnn
maybe coz im tired and some other stuffs
hah!
but... thanks FAT, QILAH n LULU to try to cheer me up
especially FAT.. trying her very best to make me laugh or smile when we were out
n sacrifising herself just to make me laugh and me happy
hahahahaha.. thanks a lot!
=)
and well.. at night was meeting the kecohrables
it was hell lot of fun
ok nt lot
it could be more
but im contented to just meet them fr dinner
had our laughs
and it was fun.. definitely...
more next time hor!! =)

so well
today was parents' seminar
was a ok la
bored
hah
then went to do assignment
while doing halfway i realised i did not bring my txtbk
and so i went home
did a bit more of my assignment
and out i went to meet nurrein for a while
had dinner with her
and here i am
slacking at home...
hahahaha

k thats all fr nw
life sucks fr nw
bye!

yada yada yada

2009-11-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

ok... this is so boring
my posts are getting boring-er each day
hah
ok wateva that means
so well.. red camp week
and theres still lots of work to do

elearnings all done
and now im embarking on ampyc
ob and ayc still on pending mode
and i dont even knw wat to do fr ayc

so well... lets stop talking abt assignments
lets talk about something else ya
hahahah
hmm... a few more days and i'll be away from singapore
yay!
i cant wait for it..
i can shop till i drop
hahahah!
hmm
wat else...
oh yes!
friday!!! i cant wait to meet the kecohrables.. im sure we're gonna have lots of fun!
hah!

hmm.. nthg much la
post getting very boring
haiz.. guess thats all fr nw.. =)
toodles

bore

2009-11-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

hey!

my blog is like dead

thanks to assignment and my effing laptop

its spoilt

and to use my computer to blog, may take years... hahaha

so well, since the computer is working ok fr nw

i shall blog a bit

hmm...

2 assignments down

and im happy!

yay!

next week will be red camp week

and... will be having IEP stuff

gosh!

hard work!

and... will be getting back my laptop soon!

yay!

hah!

hmmmmm....

im nt sure of what to write anm

heh

will be busy.. so little updates frm nw on

unless i really feel like blogging everyday

heh

thats all fr nw

toodles

sunday aye

2009-11-08T15:40:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings!
im like tired like that
have been doing my work and all
nw taking a break
haiz

done with cover letter and resume
just need some editting left
nw doing ASLEC
and im already tired..
haiz...
oh wells...
still have my essay fr wheelock to do
and some ppl are just being an ass
argh
oh wells, i should not bother much
haiz...

laptop went bonkers on me
the screen uat hal
so i will be gg to service it soon
haiz
so irrits
when its almost at the critical moment,
it just have to happen
haiz
nehmind... i shall endure this..

guess
thats all fr nw
bye
toodles! =)

exhausted

2009-11-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!
its barely a mth of schl
and im like dead tired
haiz...
so many things to do yet so little time
and i dislike it when everytime i get home,
i dont know what to do
despite writing it down in my planner
haiz

i just get tired after having my 'daily doses'
and once i want to start on my assignment,
i just go blank and the brain is not working
haiz i guess, i am mentally tired
after a day in schl
with so many things gg on

went down to my centre to interview my supervisor as part of my assignment
and visited the children at bay b
since i missed them so much
bf came running to me
hubby kept touching and disturbing me
whiile scandal is doing his art work diligently
hahahaha
nice to be around them again
hehehehehehe
oh wells

MJ came running to me and hug me..
the second time he ran.. it was a hard hit..
luckily i didnt fall.... hahahaha
and when i was abt to go off, he did not want to let me go
he kept hugging me... aaawww...
i'll c u in dec la ok.. heheheheh

and im like tempted to shop
but i cant
coz im pratically bz to even have the luxury to go and shop
and i bet that, during my nov trip, i will surely be thinking abt assignments
haiz
i want to go in feb
but i am still unsure
lets just see hw later on
haiz

at a lighter note
20 more days and 110 more days to go
and i cant wait =)
till then..
toodles!
nite2!

the weekend

2009-10-31T20:48:00.002+08:00

and so the weekend is here!
time to rest? NO?
i guess so.. cause theres still TONS of things to be done
before another week starts again.. haiz
oh wells...

2nd week of schl
and im drained out
totally tired
ups and downs
but im coping well
wheelock application is open
and im applying for it
hopefully i can get in...
hmm... every week seemed to be a very busy week for me
haiz..

nthg much fr nw
as i dont knw what to say anm
heh!
toodless friends!
till next time! =)

OUTDATED KECOHRABLES PHOTOS

2009-10-27T21:31:00.003+08:00

holiday's out, school's in

2009-10-22T23:22:00.002+08:00

hello people!
so, hols out and schl's in
and its kinda tiring fr me...
haha
not enough sleep... heh
and well..
first week of schl...
and ive gt assignment to hand in next week... damn
then, IEP's gg to start after which...
and all will be damn bz...
gah!
i can see sleepless nights...
hahaha.. oh wells
i saw zebra just nw
and im effingly happy!
hahaha...
whohoo
kk...
nt much fr nw
just a small lil update
toodles

busy busy busy week

2009-10-17T22:34:00.003+08:00

hello people!
its been a while since i last updated
so i guess
its time for me to update
hahahaha

hmm
so well, i have been practically busy the whole week
keluar non stop
enjoying every bit of my holidays before schl term starts
which is in 2 days time.. ARGH!
oh wells...

i just have to tell the whole world about this!
a few days back
i was walking at tamp int with fat to century square
when i saw 2 BOYS (YPs) looking towards or direction
was just talking to fat.. when one of them said hello and waved at our direction
so i tot they were just playing a fool... so, i ignored
then, me and fat was standing at the traffic light at tamp int (the one that goes towards MacD near CPF building)
fat had a call, so she was just facing the front
while i was bored waiting fr the green man
i just looked around
and guess wat???!!??
the same BOY who waved at our direction..
was actually sitting down and "peeping" (since i was blocked by the pillar) at us
and well, when he saw me turning around...
he actually said HELLO and waved at me again
and mind u, there wasnt anyone else ard that traffic light area
except fr me and fat
LIKE OMG!!! wat the hell sia
a BOY flirting with me... bdk2 abu seyh!!!! wahlao
cannot take it sia
and so, yes! this is wat i want to tell the whole world!!
YP seyh!!! do i look THAT young fr goodness sake?? (im sure many would say yes -.-)
haiz...

ok so well
cousin slept over ystd night
cz today we had some birthday celebration for my another cousin at dwntwn
so yeah
we camwhored using my webcam at night
and i was kind of hyper
hahaaha..lol! gila sia...
and i had fun!
whohoo
hmmm.. i have nthg much to say right now
guess thats all fr nw
toodles... =)

dont be afraid

2009-10-09T12:03:00.003+08:00

Ohhh- Yeahhhh-

I dont mean to bother u,I see u with ur girlfriends

Wanna know if u got any plans for the weekend

Can i take u up around 7:00, u let me know when

Thats when she says she've got a man

I dont see a ring on ur fingers so what u'r sayin'

why your girls look at you so krazy,c'mon,stop playin'

If it's not too much can i,at least know what ur name is

Girl why u'r tellin' me u cant

Dont be afraid to fall in love

cause i don't believe in giving up

Pleas give me a chance to earn ur trust

Cause i know i can be everythin' that u need

Dont be afraid to fall in love

And dont ever say that is just too much

Cause u never know i could be the one

Girl we'r not all the same,babe dont be afraid to love

U say that every man is lookin' for just one thing

U say they love u but they really dont know what it means

How can u think that way when u know nothin' bout me

I say u runnin' away

I'll buy u nice things that i can not pronounce

And if u let me love u,babe i'll turn u on

I'll stick to a commit that i promise i would be around

your life will not be the same

Dont be afraid to fall in love

cause i don't believe in giving up

Please give me a chance to earn ur trust

Cause i know i can be everythin' that u need

Dont be afraid to fall in love

And dont ever say that is just too much

Cause u never know i could be the one

Girl we'r not all the same,babe dont be afraid to love

If u try

Its not a waste of time

U will find

That love is what u need in ur life

Just let it go

Nobody's gonna hurt u

Dont say no

Tell me what i need to do

To make u see that u dont have to be that way

Just dont be afraid!

Wooo -

Dont be afraid

To fall in love!

Dont be afraid to fall in love

cause i don't believe in giving up

Please give me a chance to earn ur trust

Cause i know i can be everythin' that u need

Dont be afraid to fall in love

And dont ever say that is just too much

Cause u never know i could be the one

Girl we'r not all the same,babe dont be afraid to love

Hooo -

Don't be afraid!

yay yay gambar!

2009-10-05T20:38:00.008+08:00

12th syawal - AT BIK YANTY'S HSE

me and bibik

kak dila, me, bik nor, bik yanty and sis

kak dila, me, ci and sis

sistaz

nyra iman

bik nor and me

sexy driver!!

ajmain

mustika!!

me and mikhail

me and keona

12th syawal - AT MS SU'S HSE

when we meet by the roadside, we just have to click

rez, fiza and me

nad, shiks, ms su, me and fat

nad and me

showing off my bag! =)

us again

ms su and me

RAYA WITH POLY PEEPS PART 1

me, shiks and fat at nad's hse

me with kamilah's niece

nad and me

while waiting for bus 23

again

fat and me

at my hse

SHIN TOKYO

me with my unagi slice! last plate on the belt

time for some update

2009-10-05T20:18:00.004+08:00

so well people!

2 more weeks to schl reopen

and i cant wait

basically coz i miss gg schl

staying at home is a bore, da malas nk uat keje umah... hahaha

and the most important of all...

I MISS MY FRIENDS ESP NUR'AQILAH!!!!!!!

da berbulan2 tk meet

haiz... miss her damn lots...

couldnt get a chance to meet her this hols

since she's caught up with work and some other stuffs

so well yeah, i hope u are doin ok.. cz i miss u to the core!

haha

oh wells,

i guess, this week, will be my last week of raya-ing.. hahahaha

this 2 weeks, im gg to be kinda bz

coz im gg out most of the days

best ke pe?? hahahaha

hmm.. ok, lets just start where we left off the other time

and well, people, be prepared for the lengthy post..

wednesday,

went out jalan raya with poly mates

kecoh sia!

fun! hahaha.. camwhore and camwhore

and by the time we reach nadiah's hse, we're like damn lethargic..

hahahaha..

went home alone and met abg fahmy at tamp int

haha.. he saw me waiting fr a taxi...

and so, he called and sent me home..

gerek ke per? hahaha

and at tamp int

aku nmpk icky!

hahahahaha..

so well yeah, pictures will be uploaded later la k...

thursday

went to ms su's hse

since she invited us for raya

so yeah.. went to her hse..

and after which, in the evening, went to bik yanty's hse

since she invited my family over for raya

so many kiddos

buat aku geram jer

im like "running" frm one end to the other to try and entertain these kiddos

hahahaha

one of bik yanty's friend's daughter is oh so cute

her name is keona and she's so cute

she has mixed blood... mother chinese, dad indian.. *winks*winks* hahahahaha

*dreaming away for the moment*

ok, hahaha

erm... then aft tat it was home sweet home

friday

went to meet huda for some stuff

ass! make me wait for SO long!

made a new friend, name farzean...

hahaha.. oh wells

i just want a more proper outing together with huda

hahahaha.. nehmind, can plan to go schl or go back frm schl w her.. yay!

saturday

just lepak at home

relatives from mum's side came over

so.. it was kinda chaos in the evening coz many came

hahaha.. but ok la... fun gak!

despite all that, i was damn tired that i really had a good night sleep

hehehe

sunday

went out jalan raya to a few hses

then went to barrage to lepak again

and went to ktm fr dinner

and i was back home

oh2! forgot to mention

dad rented an auto car frm his friend

so i drove a bit here and there

was nervous actually.. but i manage to pull it through

i only drive short distances...

and when i was at my uncle's place,

i tried parking and i failed!

hahaha... car too big la! i dont know hw to gauge...

nehmind, can learn some more.. hehehe

and now, i want drive some more.. hahahhaha

and and and, i met maisarah at uncle's place! gerek!

nasib dpt jumpe.. hehehe..

then today,

went to nyai's hse to get some stuff done

a picture collage

hah!

and well, pity lil' alya coz i think she has stomach ache...

plus, she can recognise people alr.. and im happy!

she recognises me! yay!

just need to practice w her in calling my name more often so she knows.. hehehe

cant wait fr next mth!

yay!

k la, till then

this is all fr nw

pictures soon aye! =)

and to my loyal readers, thanks for reading this post! =)

2009-09-29T18:22:00.002+08:00

hello peeps!

its been a while since ive updated my blog

heh!

its all due to my laziness

this week is going to be a busy week for me

MORE JALAN RAYA!

yay!

hahahaha

so well... last week, i did not do anything much

slacked at home

and on sunday i went out jalan raya again

i dont know why.. but i was lazy to camwhore with my camera

eventhough i brought it along

hahahaha

so well.. as for this week..

i just went out with my ugama friends yesterday

sab's clan

after a year or so of not meeting...

best! hahaha

but amir's "sape? sape tny?"

was irritating... kesian stoke.. as kene je... hahahaha

today

did nothing.. slacked..

supposed to have tutoring but i cancelled it due to some plans.. heheh

kak dila came and so we went to shin tokyo to eat sushi

and ice cream at swensens..

yay!

hahahaha

so well...

tmr's is going to be another jalan raya day

with poly peeps..

i just want cameras! hahaha

so i can camwhore! hahaha

heh!

oh wells... im still thinking of wat to wear tmr.. hehe

on thurs,

will be going to ms su's hse

and then to one of my relatives later in the evening

friday

im might and might not be free

hehehe~!

someone missed me!!! hehehehe

yay!

sat

slack at home

sunday

gg out

so well, thats my week for this week

busy much! hahaha

ok... guess thats all fr nw... toodles! =)

just pictures

2009-09-29T18:07:00.005+08:00

KECOH KECOH RAYA WITH UGAMA PEEPS 28092009

candid pose

all in except for stoke since she went home early

the gals

2ND DAY OF RAYA

me and sis

me at marina barrage

me and one of my scandal.. hehehe...

me and sis

me at the airport

sis me and mum

us at the airport

MORE PICS FOR 1ST DAY OF RAYA

my family at wak min's hse

Ahmad's grandchildren

all together now..

yay yay gambar!!

2009-09-22T15:55:00.003+08:00

1st DAY RAYA AT PATERNAL SIDE

my family

when its supposed to be candid, i pose! hehehe

the grandchildren.. paternal side

LAST IFTAR SESSION WITH MATERNAL FAMILY

when cousins came

getting ready for buka

the 3 angels..

yay yay raya!

2009-09-22T15:37:00.002+08:00

hello lovelies!
so well.. raya has been great so far
its just that.. it'll be much GREATER if "it" did not happen...
oh wells... whatever it is
i enjoyed myself for the past 2 days
especially yesterday
it was kind of superb... hahaha...
loyal readers, be prepared k..
its gonna be a long post...
so here it goes...

on sunday...
it was definitely hari raya~! duh~! hahah
went out of the hse quite late (not the usual timing)
first stop was nenek's hse (paternal side)
it was the first time ever.. after a number of years
that all of us were there
it was COMPLETE!
no one was left out...
haha.. so, we decided to have a special moment
by taking a grp picture... whohoo~! hahahaha
then aft that.. went to mak jah's hse
then to kak yan's hse
aft which was wak min's hse
camwhored and ate pizza...
yay! and it was COMPLETE too..
so.. it was another grp photo! yay!

on monday...
woke up early...
went to bik nor's hse
met iman n ilhan... gerek! hahaha
then went to nyai cuk's hse
after which was mak ita's hse
then to nyai's hse to eat... hehehe
then off to umi's hse
fetched wak min and aunty been (since we dont know where to go and when we called those houses we wanted to visit... they weren't in)
went to aunty been's bro house
and off we went to the airport to send abg fahmy
lots of camwhoring indeed...
esp when there's kak dila cam ard... ahaha
then.. we went to eat at breeks
and since all of us did not want to go home
we went to lepak at marina barrage
more camwhoring... hahaha...
and... i cant believe i actually wear baju kurung to both airport and marina barrage
hahaha..lol!
oh wells...
then aft marina barrage.. it was supper at KTM
hah! n it was home sweet home
and my feet were aching by then...
hahahah...

so well,
thats all fr nw...
pics uploaded next... bye!
love ya! =)

family!

2009-09-19T15:13:00.003+08:00

hello peeps!
first thing first...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
maafkanlah aku jika aku ada terkasar bahasa pabila berkata
dan halalkanlah makan dan minum ku

its the eve of raya
and i dont know how and what im supposed to feel right now
im excited yet sad
haiz....
oh wells.. yesterday's iftar was the best!
iftar with the family is always the best
but it was the bestest in 2009!
haha
all gathered at my grandmother's hse
all my cousins were there except for my sis and one of my cousin
it was heart warming
and well.. the usual gurau-gurauan was there
gerek!
we played with bunga api (i.e. sparklers)
yay! hahahaha
then it was home sweet home

hmm.. idk wat else to say here
hmm..
nothing can beat the feeling of together-ness in my family
and i really hope that we will stay this way forever
=)

bummer

2009-09-16T19:36:00.002+08:00

i guess i am being "stupid" these few days

especially yesterday...

here are a few of them...

ONE

i came home from "shopping"

and i tot the gate was locked as i couldnt open it

so, dad opened the gate for me

and as he reached for the key and inserts it into the keyhole,

he realized that it was not locked

and opens the gate for me

hahaha... im like a dumbass waiting for him to open the gate

and got to know it was not locked

like so... -.-"

TWO

was surfing the net with the fan on

and i was inside the "study" room

when suddenly the fan went off all of a sudden

wanted to call dad but he was praying

so, i told mom that something happened to the fan

while waiting for dad to finish praying

i switched off the main switch, just afraid something might happen if i did not switch off the main switch

so then, after dad had finished praying,

told him about the incident

and he asked if i did press the timer and i should just try it on again

and walah! nthg actually happened

the fan was ok

it was just that i pressed the timer earlier on

hahaha.. im like some gundu sia...

hah...

THREE

after break fast,

i went to wash my hands and wash my plates

dad was actually waiting for me to read the doa

when i straight away headed for the toilet

and when i came out from the toilet,

mom was like, he was actually waiting for you to read the doa

then im like.... er.. hahaha.. sorry uh.. hehehe

ok! i think thats just it... hahahaha

i feel like some bummer doing these stuff sia

esp yesterday... oh wells

so today,

went out with cousin, my aunt, my niece and mum

just shopped

then it was home sweet home

helped mum with the leftover drawers in the kitchen

and later gg to put up the curtains in the bedrooms..

haiz...

oh wells.. thats all fr nw

toodles! =)

ring ring

2009-09-15T20:03:00.004+08:00

ok... first thing first
idk y my previous post's title has got to do with the entry itself
it has no link at all
and i just realised it...
hahahaha
how dumb can i be?
hahahaha
mayb coz i wanted to talked abt getting engaged, being engaged or already engaged...
hahahaha
but i guess, ive forgotten about it while typing the entry
hahahahahaha... dumbass! hahaha

ok so...
lets just say...
it seems like the "spell" has been broken
by an incident a few weeks ago
and now... one after another is getting "it"
hahahahaha
if thats the case..
then maybe, i shall also do the same next yr
since next yr is gonna be THE year! hahahahahaha
pandai2 infer la eh!
maceh!
hehehehe

nw besides that,
i went out with fat
to get my rings
and search for shoes
just another random shoe hunt
since i wanted to buy a wedge
i saw one
and i fell in love with it
and it has my size
but it was kind of expensive
so well.. maybe i can sound my mum into it
but i have a feeling, she'll ask me to use my own money
-.-
hahahahaha
ok... after tat it was just a home sweet home thing
hahahahahaha

and well,
i guessed i missed NUR'AQILAH effing much
that i dreamed about her yesterday night
gosh!
i swear i remember hugging her real tight
that it felt like as if i am really hugging her in real life
get it?
hahaha... its been months since i met her
eversince attachment started
and then she had work
and now is fasting mth
and coming soon is raya
so i really hope i can meet her during raya
and i have to no matter what
coz i missed her ALOT!
and ive got ALOT of things to tell her!
heh!

engaged?

2009-09-14T22:11:00.002+08:00

hello people!

so well..

lets just say weekends are well spent with family members and cousins

can never get enough of my family!

LOVE THEM TO BITS AND PIECES!

hahahaha...

saturday was as usual...

family gathering at nyai's place

whohoo~!!

fun fun fun!!

hehehehe

hmm...

sunday was cousins' iftar

went out w my cousins

break fast at sakura

then we walked a bit and then we sat down

and camwhored

hahahaha...

ok... i think its a short post for now

bye everyone!

LOVES!

pictures

2009-09-14T21:19:00.001+08:00

falling for you

2009-09-11T20:22:00.003+08:00

2009-09-10T20:14:00.002+08:00

hello kawans!
i did something stupid yesterday
was watchg boys over flowers on youtube
when im supposed to watch epi 18
but i watched epi 19 instead
and its until that im alr at 3/4 of the epi
then did i realise i actually skipped epi 18
wahahaha...
i find myself stupid.. hahahahahaha

ok.. nw, i just want to talk and talk and talk
hahahaha.. bear with me ok people
thanks! hehehe
so well.... yesterday i did ironing again
-.-
like boring like that..
everytime do housework.. ugh!
haha.. then mummy asked daddy to "up" my duit raya for this yr
since ive been doing the ironing the entire mth.. (which is not the usual case)
and i have to iron nt only mine and sis' pile of clothes (which IS the usual case when im on hols)
i had to iron dad's and mum's as well...
so mummy kinda jokingly asked daddy to "up" the duit raya
hehehehehe... i hope i get extra! hehehe
oh wells...

so today..
i went to my centre yet again
to help out w their excursion
again, im attached to A child.. haha.. seems better this time round. hehe
and of course, i met boyfie and hubby!
double YAY!
hahahahahahaha..
boyfie said i love u to me and im ELATED like that!
hahahaha... and one of the kids went like...
"*inserts name* married to teacher siti"
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... LOLs!
now i have 2 husbands... hws that???? hahahahaha
ok.. obviously.. im crapping la right
bt someone suggested i should get married on 20.09.2009
nice date? hahahaha
thanks! lol!
ok.. enough of that! hahahah
lets just move on

so well, aft i came back
i slept all the way till 5
hahaha.. helped mum
and it was dinner time
iman was being such a cutie when i heard what happened over at bedok
hahahahahahaha
cute la sesangat! hahahaha
ok.. i think thats all fr nw
9 more days till puasa
and 8 more days till exam results!
nt expecting much fr exam results though! hahaha
ok.. toodles everyone! love u!

I LOVE FAMILY

2009-09-08T13:58:00.003+08:00

hello darling!

so well, this is my 2 mth old niece

and since im bored and my blog is not updated,

i might as well update today. hahahha

and one thing im sad about is that i lost my new rings

i dont know where it went seyh

i guess it must have dropped somewhere.. haiz...

it seems like i have to "re-buy" it... hahaha

ok well, lets talk about my days... hahaha

so... on friday

i did the ironing...

ard a week pile of clothes

it was damn tiring la...

i had to do it coz im afraid if i did not do it... then

i dont have the time to do so.. since i'll be sleeping over my grandma's hse

and my mum's too busy to even iron those clothes... haiz

ok.. so after i did the ironing

for like a whole of 2 to 3 hrs plus,

i packed and went to my grandmother's hse

played with iman, ilhan and alya

break fasted, watched "jangan pandang belakang congkak" while breakfasting

it was funny but kind of merepek.. so yeah..

then... chillax for a moment and off we went to geylang

with kak dila, kak shorah, kak aibah, me and sis

girlz nite out! FUN!

hahahahhaha...

then it came saturday....

shocking news on friday night

yada yada yada on sat morn

hahahahhahaha

lepak-ed and watched "bohsia" with sis and cuzzie...

it felt nice... hw i wish that did not happen

and so... we can be very close and go out together

haiz.. oh wells

lets just pray and hope that it's going to be better

and we'll be closer....

ok so well.. break fast and terawih with the family

and it was home sweet home

the feeling in the lift is.....

shall i just say... it felt like family? hahahahahahaha..

ok aper2... diam jer!

hahahaha... but one definite thing... I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!

so sunday...

slack day... do nthg much.. hahaha

monday...

i bake cookies!

ALL ON MY OWN!!!!

im proud of myself!

hahahahahahaha....

sape nk rase.. dtg umah k.. hahahha

hmm.. though i find that it has too many chocolate on some...

still. i think its a-ok.. hahahha..lol!

tuesday

which is today... again,

i did nthg much.. hahahhaa..

just gg to youtube, play games and fb-ing

the usual stuff i can say....

oh wells... thanks readers for reading my post till the end~!

hehehehe

thats all fr nw...

toodles!

P.S: thanks for the offer... and im loving every single moment now... =)

TEACHER SITI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-03T20:24:00.002+08:00

hello me lovelies~!

first thing first..

i forgot to add

in my previous post

that i was also excited cz

sab's gg to plan a raya outing fr us!

yay! means.. i can meet the guys, sab and fee

hahahaha.. rindu seyh..

ok.. so well

lets back to my daily stuff

today!!!

i went back to my centre

just to visit the children and pass some gifts to the teachers

haha..

so well.. the moment i entered the centre...

one of the teacher went.. "look! who's here"

and everybody went.. "TEACHER SITI!!!!!!!"

awww.. it feels good to be back man!

and when i came to sit down with them

those who are very close to me

came to me...

my boyfriend came rushing to me and hugged me

i was still squatting when he sat on my lap

awww~! I LOVE YOU BOYFIE! hahahahahaha

lol! my hubby came to me and said...

he missed me...

and most of the children said that to me too!

and when i arrived.. they came to me and started talking and asked so many questions

that i did not know who to answer and what to answer

hahahahhahaha..lol!

oh wells... bunch of lovely kiddos!

hahaha..

and well.. one of my children...

kept asking me questions

and since i was wearing my bracelet and my ring...

some asked what is it

and one asked.. who bought it for me

and even asked... whether i have a boyfriend or not..

hahahahahahahaha... lol!

i just felt like replying to her.. Yes, i do! hahaha

but oh wells... hahah

ok.. so i stayed there for a while and then off to tmall

went to tmall bought 2 rings! yay!

then off to meet iqa and yaya

mar couldnt make it coz of last min stuffs..

so well.. we talked...

we played uno and scrabble!

haha.. gerek!

then went back to tmall

bought food and i went home..

hahahaha

P.S: i LOVED yesterday and today! i wished everyday was yesterday... =))))

excited

2009-09-02T21:18:00.002+08:00

ok!
malam nie
aku excited semcm
psl bnyk perkara yg terjadi
yang buat aku excited semcm
hahahah
and aku rase
post ni akan berada dalam bahasa melayu
jangan tny aku kenape
tapi aku rase mcm nk blog dalam bahasa melayu
haha

ok..
tadi p jumpe lina ngan wana
hah
pertama jumpe lina dulu.. p tamp mall
jalan2 sekejap
beh beli bubble
tiup bubble kat atas stage kat tmall nyer garden
aper2 yg dier panggil tu
aku tk ingt..
hahaha...
abeh aku trpaksa p tp
psl wana kat skola dier
beh tiba masa dier smpi nanti
lina da nk kene pergi alik skola dier
jadi.. aku ngan lina
pergi tp utk jumpe wana
dan lepak
hahhaha

besok pulak
lepak ngan yaya, mar and maybe iqa
yay!
kite nk main uno ngan scrabble
psl kite tk tau aper nk uat
kerana kite sume puasa
hahahaha.. kekek nyer aku bobal nie mcm..
ok.. aper aper.. da... diam...
hahahaha
dan sebelum aku jumpe dorg
aku nk pergi jumpe mataer aku!
yay!
aku suke!
dan aku tk sabar!

sampai di sini sahajalah yer kawan2 ku
da~!!!

just when i thought i was going through the worse

2009-09-02T13:09:00.002+08:00

hey people
it has shocked me
and left me speechless
in malay proverbs
"berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul"
and yes
i am really speechless now
i really thought i was going through the worse
but i was wrong
someone had it worse
i really hope miracles happen
really!
wats left to do
is just to pray to allah

oh wells...
on a lighter note..
im in a dilemma right now
should or should i not trim my hair
and what i meant by trim
is to cut off the weight on my hair
and trim my fringe
idk if i should do it
hah!
coz in 2 mths time, this long hair of mine
will be gone!
haha..lol!
i cant wait fr my nov trip
i bet there'll be more than a thousand pics!
hahahahaha..
hmm.. ok
thats all fr nw
toodles

just a post

2009-09-01T16:07:00.002+08:00

hello people

again, im bored like that

so i decided to edit a picture

haha...lol!

ok wait... first things first

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY

to all teachers and student teachers!

without you, there is no us!

wished the teachers at my previous attachment centre a happy teachers day

and i got to knw frm one of the teachers

that the kids are still talking abt me

aaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwww

it's nice to hear them talking abt me still

hehe...

and my mentor asked me if i want to join their field trip next week

and of course i said yes

hahaha... hopefully, she'll send me the email soon

yay! haha.. i miss my kids =(

ok.. back to my daily life

it's such a nice weather to sleep in right now

since it's raining and cold..

haha..

hmmmm.....

well oh well...

i cant wait for thursday and friday!

yay!

finally, i can get out of the hse

and spend some time with friends and cousins

wee~!

results will be out on the 18th of this mth

scary much

i really hope i will do well

haha

ok.. thats all fr nw

bye lovelies

life is never fair, aint it?

2009-08-31T18:35:00.001+08:00

hello people!

its the second post of the day

coz im darn pissed

and bored

and hungry

and feel like exploding

but still containing it

ok.. lets just get to the point

thing is.. life is never fair...

right?

i have been grateful for what i alr have

but at times, this words just come up

just because another party has particularly "a reason"

why they can do so

and just because i dont,

i cant

ugh!

im pissed right now

maybe coz im pms-in

but im nt gg to make a reason to why im pissed

its just so irritating

when it keeps happening

you gotta grow up lar seh!

i really hope that Allah will really show the truth one day

and i really hope and im sure you will regret your actios one day

lets just see who will you come crawling back to

and now..

im regretting

not going out to work

really!

i wish i was working now so that i need not to care so much about you

but now that i am not

and im at home MOST OF THE TIME

it just gets worse

now, i really know how it feels like to be a housewife

sit at home

do housework all day long

and with all the on goings

and these walls

its just so frustrating

now, i understand

i really do

Dear ALLAH, in this holy month,

please guide the ones that are "off" the path to the right one,

forgive all my sins, for you are the forgiver

and give me and ur ummah the strength and faith

through whatever challenges that you give us.

make me have a stronger faith

and full of patience

in facing the challenges and everyday life.

amin, ya rabbal alamin..

random

2009-08-31T15:04:00.005+08:00

credits to deviantart for this picture

so well.. im like bored like that

i seriously dont know what to do

haiz

have been facebooking, youtubing and sudoku-ing

for the past few days

or rather more than a week

hmm

knowing what has or had happened

brings me down

not totally down

but down

i hope you and your family will be strong

staying strong is what you need to do

pray to allah

and im sure HE'll help you and your family

i really hope everything is fine...

lets sidetrack...

its been 3 weeks since hols started (for my case)

and nthg much has been done

hah!

about 2 weeks of staying home

just drives me crazy

really! i want to go out but i cant be back late

reason being i cannot break fast outside

how sad can that be?

haiz...

hmmm....

cousin tot of organizing a cousins outing after raya

and im excited like mad when i heard abt it

hah! i LOVE cousins outing

whohoo~!! hahahaha

i cant wait like totally!

and another thing... i cant wait for nov trip

really really really cant wait

hah!

going to cut my hair and do SOME shopping there!

whohoo~!!

hahaha.. ok.. i guess thats all fr nw..

toodles my friends

P.S: to you, though i know you are not reading this, stay srong yar. i'm and will always be here for you. love you to bits =)

syukur

2009-08-27T14:07:00.002+08:00

syukur alhamdulilah
everything is better now
and i feel way better
syukur alhamdulilah
and i really hope that this stays forever
=)
let it be a lesson learnt..

ok.. so far
the kitchen is 1/2 done...
hahahaha...lol!
well oh wells
a week of staying home
is such a total boredom
and today.. i have to do ironing...
gah!
but im so lazy to do so
the weather is so nice to sleep in..
haha..

ive been sudoku-ing
idk eversince when
but yeah
hahaha...
bored la
sit at home
do nthg... haha! haiz..
ok.. guess thats all fr nw

pichas!

2009-08-24T20:17:00.002+08:00

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2009-08-24T14:30:00.002+08:00

helo people!
im just feeling very bored right now
i have things to do, i think
but just too lazy to do.. hahah
ok.. the room is a lil bit cleaner..
hahaha..lol!
the reason why i cant be bothered to really clean
is because... it'll just end up being messy again
hahahaha...lol!
gosh! that reminds me!
i havent clean the kitchen!
haha...
hmm... maybe tmr or something uh.. hehehe
and what i meant buy cleaning is just changing
the papers (used to alas the pinggan mangkuks)
hahahaha.. yeah!
tmr!
insya'allah
ok.. enough of cleaning stuffs...
haha

well oh well..
i really hope things will get better when schl starts
haiz..
oh allah, please give me the strength to overcome any challenges that you are giving me
=)
i am no longer excited for raya
seriously!
haiz...
i just cant wait schl to start and most imptly...
my NOVEMBER TRIP!!!
yes!
i cant wait!
like seriously!
hahaha..lol

ok.. i think thats all fr nw
pictures up in the next post!
toodles

sesungguhnya ku sedang berpuasa

2009-08-23T21:39:00.002+08:00

interprete it in your own way

whatever that it may be

through this picture

this is what i am feeling right now

just a lil update

2009-08-19T13:41:00.002+08:00

hello my dearies

one week of hols has passed

and its coming to another end

hahaha..

hmm...

puasa is round the corner

and i bet i'll be counting down the number of hours

and.. more sleeping? haha

well oh wells..

i still have yet to clean my whole room yet

still have the book shelf... the desktop table and my laptop table

gosh!

i am so lazy to do so..

plus! i still have the kitchen to clean

argh!

later today and tmr!

insya'allah

so well..

life has been rather

an emotional roller coaster ride i can say

i guess its my insecurities that i have uh

hmm

coping well..

hehehehehehehe...

and i hope it gets well by the end of my hols...

just this week... i went out once ajer

so sad seyh

haiz

nvm... i think i should really clean my house.. haha

went out on monday for a karaoke session with shiks and fat

it was nice and i enjoyed it...

whohoo~!

i think singing and spending time with my friends

really do me good

heh! i cant wait fr tmr

gg to meet mash and lina fr lunch!

YAY!

whohoo~!

i am so happy!

talking to qilah ystd was nice

its been a while and she really is bz..

cant wait to meet her asap!

haha...

i guess i really miss my friends..

esp mar, wana.. yaya... and many more...

haha..

and i shall say thanks to lina fr cheering me up

YAY!

haha

ok.. thats all fr nw...

toodles! =)

my hands

2009-08-16T17:55:00.001+08:00

Accidentally, on purpose
I dropped my watch behind the tire
Threw my alarm clock inside the fireplace
Yeah, and I put the parental control on,
On the news and the weather channel
I'm outside in my robe I'm looking for you, oh

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on
to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand, girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine
I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here, open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Lemme hold on (to my hands)
Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't let go

I don't think this is working
Squeezing so hard my hands are hurting
Ought to let go in the first place
And I put the phone on the front lawn
Everything that shows time is gone
I'm outside in this cold
Still looking for you

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on
to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of
mine, I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Lemme hold on (to my hands)
Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't ever let me go

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on
to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of
mine, I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, hold on
Lemme hold on (to my hands)
Can you hold on to my hands
(don't let go of my hands)
Don't let go
Can you hold on to my hands

like a broken record

2009-08-15T22:26:00.003+08:00

it still runs deep for now

i cant seem to stop it

everytime i start

the pause/play button is always there

ready to be played

whenever and wherever

without warning

its the same old thing everytime

like a broken record

and without warning

it keeps playing on repeat too

photos

2009-08-15T22:17:00.001+08:00