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sometimes in life..
some things are just hard to explain..
that even a genius cant solve it or even explain it
i have been having mixed feelings lately
and i guess.. im having one of my lowest point in my life for the year
i dont know if this is a good sign
i just hope for the better
all i can do is to think positive and be strong
but at times, i just cant
no matter how much effort i put in to appear strong
i will fall
"i dont know "is a common phrase when it comes to things like this
coz i really dont know
what to think or feel, when to think or feel, or, how to think or feel
i know i fret over small little stuff for nothing
but thats how i am
i cant help it but sometimes
i just dislike myself for doing certain actions that hurt others
i knew i could do better but i did not
and i cant help it but to blame myself over and over again
at times like this, i needed my friends the most
they understand me more than i understand myself
thanks to those friends who have been constantly there for me when i needed you
it may not be a big deal to u
but it meant a lot to me
whether its just a small gesture or a big one...
even with friends around to cheer me up,
i feel like i shutting myself or even "appear offline" in reality
deep inside, only Allah knows how i really feel
as i try my very best to face it everyday
and i know i can do this
