ok.. i am nw feeling freaking pissed
like y she cant send a proper email to all of us abt it
wah.. like very irresponsible like that
haiz
ok2!
i think i shall juz stop blabbering
but if u were to ask me if im ok..
i shall say that im nt
and i feel like killing her
oh well
hmm
something just struck me moments ago before this pissed thingy happened
so u see
sis n me were talking abt parents knowing their children's bgr
n so... i guess mum's nt that open though like sumhw
i dont know
maybe to my sis lar... but im nt sure if i have one... will she ever oppose?
ok.. so well
was telling my sis like i am nt sure abt all this stuff
coz i dont have one
n its like i cant be bothered
maybe its bcoz i've been heartbroken for quite a few times alr
and maybe thats y i cant be bothered to find or have one
like u knw... i kinda fall in love easily
so its like at the first spot... that person like all 'mushy' n having that i want to get u mood
then at the next when my heart starts to open
the other person has already closed it
so... i guess thats the reason y i cant b bothered to think of all this anymore
and like i have always say to my other friends
prince charming will come to me one day no matter wat
it's all in the hands of ALLAH
so... there's no hurry or watsoeva
but sis turn it the other way round
she was saying that if she was me
she wouldnt be sitting and doing nothing and juz wait fr prince charming to come
she'll go n do something abt it to find her prince charming
and she said this to me... 'wat if ur prince charming is as lazy as u when it comes to search for a gf or watsoeva'
then im like... then its just too bad lar
ok... i do think i knw wat she's getting to
i assume... maybe and maybe nt what sis thinks
that... i should go out and get to knw more guys
i think la
but i am making friends just that maybe i couldnt care less
to what's happening ard me... i guess
and maybe i am just too afraid to start a relationship
maybe
i dont know
let this time fly pass
and im sure i'll knw wats ahead of me
for i believe that... ALLAH has it all written for me
=)
so. let me enjoy singlehood till i meet my prince charming