Monday, May 05, 2008
10:49 PM
im in this confusion state of mind
as hw to react to u tym and again
i am like a confused little child
who is unable to decide which language to use
when the father is a chinese and speaks chinese to the child
whereas the mother is a malay but speaks english to the child
n here comes the grandmother speaking to the child in malay
n the poor little child here is feeling super confused as wat to do
which n hw to react
yes! i am that confused
my brain tells me one thing
my heart tells me the other
n my peers are telling me the other
so which ?
i dunno if i regret doing this
but whenever i tink back
there are different ans to the different point of view
i guess im juz being too paranoid over such small little things
but i juz cant help it
its juz that thing in me which i cant totally erase it away
n it has n always be in me no matter what
its all these small little things that kept me thinking
and prepare myself fr the worst
but then again.. i am juz thinking too much!
YES! THATS IT!
