Sunday, April 20, 2008
11:05 PM
i dont know why
am i being good to u still
after the hurt that all that u've done
seriously...
i dont know why
but i cant let myself to do this thing to u
coz.. afterall u're my friend
i've told my friend once...
that i'll slap myself if i ever talk to u again
but i juz couldnt figure out why...
why..
why must i give myself in
nvr to let this 'cruel' feeling envelope me
and treat u like shit
i didnt think that neither of us had wanted this to happen
i guess
its ur sweet nothings that caught me up nowhere
n end up hurting myself
i juz dunno y
i cant seem to let u like shit
somehw
i'll jz find myself talking to u again
which i have promised nt to do so
oh well
i guess i'll juz treat u like the way i should
n i guess..
its just...
by nature.....
