Sunday, January 27, 2008
5:38 PM
something that just happened minutes ago
makes me wonder..
can guys really be trusted?
y must their action or the way they treat us often lead us on
or is it just us that misinterprete it?
its just so hurtful and one certainly will feel betrayed
when u noe that that person has a feeling fr u
u get all excited fr u noe at that point of tym, u have feelings fr them too
when u just cant get enuf of them,
the next thing that u noe is..
they either like someone else or they're attached
and at this point of time
all those tyms that u get excited fr small little things involving that person
has just gone to waste
no point getting excited any longer
wats worse is when u're in the same sch as that person
and u know u cant avoid that person
n no one can know hw devastated one can be
and the only do is to avoid them
cz thats the only best thing that u can do
in order nt to think abt them
but even how hard u try to forget them
the harder it seems fr u to forget them
and just when u thought u are over them
they came back to u again
it takes one to be very strong to get over that someone
n it was never easy to forget someone who gets u excited over small little things
ok! i admit.. these few days..
i've been having 'emo' posts
most of which are like bgr stuffs
agree?
oh well.. i guess im contradicting myself
in the outside i may seem to be excited
but the deepest thing that is in my heart right nw is
afraid of falling in love
y?
coz.. at the end of it.. u'll end up getting hurt
despite of all those sweet little things that u both share
and at the end of the day
u'll just end up as 'enemies'
n will just be having the hard time to forget that person
though love is a beautiful thing to experience...
ok! BOTTOMLINE!
falling in love is scaring the shit out of me!