Sunday, January 06, 2008
10:50 PM
its a feeling which i cant hide
but i am juz so afraid...
afraid that i will get disappointed at the end of the day
so afraid that if i love u too much..
i will be the one who merana and nt u
i've gone through it once
and i don't wish to go through it another time
but just at the thought of it
i just cant stop the feeling
ok! at least not that bad
but i am so so so afraid
that if i fall hard on u
n u're not there to catch me
i'm the one who will be in despair
and after all these while
i just wonder if u mean ur words
coz its through ur words that made me fall for you
and the way u treat me...
haiz...
it's just so dificult for me
and i am sure that this "feeling" is starting all over again!
someone pls help me!