Saturday, July 07, 2007
11:47 AM
oh well oh well..
HAPPY BELATED 13TH BIRTHDAY AMILIA!!!!
super sorry.. trluper nk wish uh..
hehe..
so.. everything was poured out...
i cant believe i did that..
ahaks!
worries aft worries...
m stress abt my cd work..
damn la...
hmm..
feeling kinda sickly this morning..
hopefully i m nt sick!
i dun wish to b sick..
haiz...
those memories...
wat r u trying to show me??
i could feel that u r actually hiding back something...
seriously...
everytime i talk to u..
i can sense it..
weneva i tok abt guys..
u wil abruptly leave the convo..
r u jealous or sumtink??
or r u really haf to go??
i asked myself
questions aft questions..
then.. i reflect back..
wats the use of all these things
wen it seems like u nvr cared...
so why shld i bother so much..
like wat they say...
move on!!
or just let natre take it course...
but its just so hard..
trying to forget u..
is friendship wat we're trying to sustain??
hmm..
thought to myself again n again..
o well.. i guess.. just be myself and let nature takes it course..
hmmm.. i noe.. i haf been saying this to myself fr a quite number of times..
but its just so hard...
so hard...
