i ' v e f o u n d Y O U.

Friday, February 16, 2007

2:27 PM

ok.. so..

early in the morning.. went to pasar geylang with mum..

hmm.. lots of ppl..

den went to grandma's hse for a while..

ok.. i bought a blouse there..

very nice.. blue in colour..

wanted to buy lavender.. but it seems to b like belapok like that..

so.. stick with blue...

at home.. tried the blouse..

skali.. the zip putus..

n its kinda lil' bit too big for me..

size 38 seh..

i knew it wld look big on me..

i tink size 36 wld b juz nice..

told her so.. but still dun wan listen..

trserah.. den at last.. mcm besar gitu..

kan.. da kene 2 kali keje..

so.. she's gonna get it changed 2mr..

hmm.. watsoever..

well then..

now.. home alone..

haiz.. nvm then..

gonna mit sis ltr..

hmm..

shall i rent vcd or shall i buy the stitching kit??

juz cant make up my mind..

nvm.. shall ask sis ltr..

ok.. silent treatment is in the house..

hmm.. sis' silent treatment frm mum.. nt as bad s mine..

at least mum talked to her..

i stil remember seh..

that tym.. during p5..

i lied to mum abt my sc results i tink..

i failed my sc..

so.. then.. did nt want to upset mum..

so kept queit frm it..

then skali.. went to pasar, met mum's fren, her son same class as mine..

so.. they were talking abt the results n stuff..

mum kept asking me..

n i kept denying..

at home ..wen mum asked again.. i finally told her..

n eversince that day..

she did nt talked to me..

sis n dad became our 'operators'

like wth!

i was onli in p5 seh..

then.. evrytym i came home..

i wld haf to senduk the nasi by my own..

lauk by my own.. [usually, mum will do that for me evrytym i come home frm skool]

well.. due to my shortness [ in height i min.. i cant deny that]

i haf to jengkit2 to senduk nasi..

senduk lauk n all...

all do by myself seh..

haiz..

its a lesson learnt seh..

she didnt talked to me for like 3 days sia..

nt even a kiss or hug like she used to do everyday...

haiz..

sis is VERY lucky..

though mum is still upset with her..

she still talks to her..

but nt that much as usual though...

hmm..

how i wish sis cld 'c' all of this..

n b a much better person..

all those things that she did for u...

that sacrfices that she made..

all those things that she bought for u...

wanna noe sumthing sis..

u r much more fortunate than me.. do u noe that??

wateva things u want..

mum wld buy it for u..

whether or nt she has the money..

even if she doest.. she tries very hard to earn that money n in the end.. buy it for u..

at tyms im jealous...

coz.. she sumtyms put u first than me..

even at tyms... i feel that mum cares much more than me...

seriously!! im nt lying..

she worked so hard.. to get all those things that u need n want...

i m nt trying to exxagerate or sumthing..

but thats the truth..

ok.. even if mum doesnt buy for u..

wak min, aunty been, wak long, wak pipit, mama, papa..

all of them.. buy stuffs for u..

im nt saying that they dont buy for me too..

but.. ingatlah..

they all care for u..

we dun want u to be a bad person..

n how r we goin to respect u like an adult wen u dun behave like one??

b responsible of ur things..

b truthful to urself n others..

keep promises that u made..

in this way, u showed us that u've grown up n nt b treated like a kid..

u gotta PROVE it to us, sis!

seriusly!!

haiz...

i think i've said my pc.. n i hope..

that sis.. if u're reading this..

hope it wld b n eye opener for u..

brubahlah utk yg trbaik..