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bored!!
thats all i can sae now..
haiz.. my ugame project still undone..
aaaaaaahhhhh!!
malas nyer nk uat..
haiz..
im so gonna force myself to do it..
TODAY!!!
i dun care..
ryte after this..
im going to do it!!!
do the project i min..
ok.. well..
i cant wait for sch to start..
so.. can somehow or rather 'escape' frm doing housewerk..
always kena do...
i dun mind at tyms.. but at tyms i do..
like for example yester-night..
was eating while watching the tv..
mum in the kitchen..
dad in the bedroom..
sis sitting next to me.. watching the tv too..
then.. mum called out for me to lock the gate..
ok.. so.. i went...
then.. went back again to continue eating..
after a mere 2 bites..
dad called me to help him do the bed..
n i was like..
wth la.. always me sia..
im ok if sis was bz with sch werk n so.. they had to call me..
but then. they knew sis was right beside me..
relaxing.. doing practically NOTHING..
n yet they have to ask me while im eating.. wth la!!
i juz cannot tahan nimore..
in the morning.. helped mum..
afternoon.. n evening helped mum too..
then at nyt i oso kena..
wth seh..
haiz..i dun mind if sis is bz at werk.. but she's RELAXING!!!!
mcm ape gitu seh..
haiz..
o yar one more thing..
i juz cant stand it wen mum always sae that i nvr help her do the housework..
its so menyirapkn seh..
den.. there r certain times wen dad asked mum to tell me to help her early in the morning..
then.. she wld b like. 'tgk arh anak u bangun kul rape?'
i was having the wat-the-heck face..
ok.. ppl.. i wanna ask.. is 9 am that late???
to me its juz nice sia..
i always knew wat tym i shud wake up even at tyms i juz wish i wld doze off till noon..
den its like.. its good enuf sia i helped her with the housewerk..
though at tyms.. i admit, i DO forget to do sum stuff..
ok..well.. then.. i know everyone's nt perfect..
everyone makes mistake..
but sumtyms i juz cldn't take it..
n evry time i felt pissed off..
i feel like writing on my blog straightaway..
but i know i cant.. n now.. i have it all on my blog..
sorri mum if i hurt ur feelings..
totally totally sorri..
but thats how i feel.. really..
ok.. another thing that pisses me off is that..
at nyt.. before going to sleep..
bt already in bed..
sis n me will have this conversation on how our day went..
how we felt.. bla bla bla..
n evrytym i touch the topic on how i get pissed off with mum..
she will go.. 'enuf3'..
even before i cld finish my sentence..
she used to sae it was for my own good
for being such a nag..
but that is all wat i want to do.. really..
let go all my feelings...
its like so irritating wen sis does that..
so then.. wat i'll do is that..
i turned ard, my butt facing her..
then.. pretend to go to sleep..
n she noes im mad..
so.. then.. she'll sae...
c la u.. [ok.. sorri for broken eng] gets easily angry by such small little things..
haiz.. wat the heck la..
ok.. i admit, it might b small.. but...
jzu forget it..
ok.. sis.. if u happen to b reading this..
im truly sorri..
really sorri if i were to hurt ur feelings..
but thats how i really feel...
*phew* finally..
i gt it done on my blog..
hehe..
well.. i guess its juz part of life..
challenges in between ur life..
be it emotionally or physically..
god gives us all this test to c how much can we tolerate it..
hmmm.. i guess.. im gonna learn some yoga or any distressing method..
so.. i wont get agitated to easily...
haiz..
i seriusly.. nid sum kind of help at tyms..
to control my emotions..
well.. till here..
to mum n sis.. if u happen to read this by sumhow..
i wld want to apologise to u..
i noe i've hurt u by writing this..
but i juz need to let it all out..
seriusly, utterly, totally sorri..
